As it comes to the end of this year I can only look back on it in astonishment. It has been probably the most important year of my life. I really do feel like I stood at a turning point but until now I don't believe that I have asked for his help with complete abandon. Now I am more than ready to though and I plan a day at a time to ask for Gods help for my life.

I really thought that I had it all sussed you know. That I was happy and it wasn't just because I was in a relationship....

I'm glad that I have joined this forum because I can blog honestly about what is going on in my life. I am on facebook, bebo etc but I don't trust people on there. Even my closest friends I think they sometimes will see what is going on in my life as gossip. I just really wanted somewhere that I could be honest and speak about what is happening in my day.

I am on nightshift at the moment so feeling a bit all over the place. I didn't manage to get to a meeting tonight because...