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DAY 53 - God's Grace

Posted 02-20-2019 at 03:35 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
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Seriously so much is on my plate I don't even have time to think about alcohol. Okay, I do, still, all the time. It's a lifelong commitment, I know it's never going away.

Yesterday morning, I prayed for my daughter, and God made something GREAT happen. It's a very long story, but basically a stalker who says he was in love with my daughter came after me, stalked me, then wrote about me on Reddit. He sent me an email with a link. He said I was an attractive 42 y/o who '"dapples"...
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DAY 52 - Prayers for my Daughter

Posted 02-19-2019 at 08:07 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

Today I dedicate this day to my oldest daughter. May God heal her pain. May He embrace her so tight that she feels joy and love radiating throughout her entire soul. That she may see that tomorrow is hope. Today is a gift. That she is gift. That she looks in the mirror and she sees her reflection as pure beauty. I pray to you God that she feels my love for her. She doesn't feel alone. She finds true happiness. That she takes down the walls. That she starts to allow the good people to come...
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Day 32 - I want to go home.

Posted 04-16-2017 at 09:03 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
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I pray to God every day, that I had a different life, and didn't have this constant, loud voice telling me it would be so much better if I had a drink in my hand. Maybe I'll be sober one day for good. I know it's not happening here in Texas, surrounded by temptations left and right. I want to go home, back to Washington, to my husband. It's weird because I've absolutely hated the past 8 months since our move to Seattle. What a lonely life since my move to Washington. At least it's easier...
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Day 24 - Thank You, God

Posted 04-08-2017 at 11:55 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

Yes, there are rotten things I survived so far as a human being, but I always feel blessed. I could have been born under the horrific circumstances like the Syrian civilians. I could be a parent that pulled my dead baby out from the gravel today after my government tried to blow us up. I immediately have a different perspective, I could have been dealt different cards. I could have been born in Africa and turned to prostitution just to get water for my family. I could have been born in Haiti,...
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God questions

Posted 01-31-2013 at 08:15 AM by wiscsober (Gee Bee's Sober Life)
Updated 02-07-2013 at 02:32 PM by wiscsober (grammar)

The question asked was: If you don't believe in god, what do you believe in? Through out the years, almost all of the time I have been annoyed by this question. First, I am agnostic. It is just as much of my fiber as my brain. I find the question intrusive. At times I explain the existence of god can not be proven, and believe prayers are useless and not answered. Of course this opens up a can of worms. The only time I ask someone about their belief in a higher power is when doing 12th step work...
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