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Day 18. Awful day

Posted 05-07-2015 at 05:52 PM by amandamarie

I had the worst day today. First, like always my daughter has her issue on the bus with bullying. Then I come home to cut the grass, and in the process cut off the top of a baby bunny's head. It was so sad. I did not see a whole bunch of bunnies in a hole, and one popped his little head up at the wrong time. I screamed and my child runs over to see a bunny laying their with it's brain exposed. It of course did not just die. So their I am holding a bunny in a shirt as it bleeds just wishing it would...
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Day 15 :) Yah

Posted 05-04-2015 at 06:09 AM by amandamarie

Today is day 15 of my sobriety, and I feel awesome. I am so proud of myself. I have never felt more confident that I could do this for the long term. I am so grateful for finding this forum, because it really has helped me to get this far. I have tried to do this before, and failed miserably. I think because I did not truly want it. I felt I was quitting for everyone else. I thought how dare people try to take something I love from me, even though I knew I had a problem. Now I feel like how dare...
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Day 13

Posted 05-02-2015 at 07:10 AM by amandamarie

So it is the beginning of day 13. I am feeling pretty good today. I have my nephew for the weekend so with 2 kids I have been to preoccupied to really worry about drinking. My dad did show up drinking yesterday, but I honestly did not want to drink like I normally would. It actually did the exact opposite. Watching him be loud, annoying, and on the verge of death from drinking just made me want to stay sober even more. I am going to try to stay busy again today. Going to take the kids to the park,...
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Day 10

Posted 04-29-2015 at 06:13 PM by amandamarie

Another wonderful day of sobriety down, and of course my dad had to call drunker than hell. I wish I could change him, but I can only focus on me right now. I hate to hear him killing himself, and now I am worried that he will show up to my daughter's birthday tomorrow drunk. I had said not to come to my home drinking, but if he will call me barely able to talk why would he not show up drunk. I hope my mother can keep him under control, because I refuse to have a drunk at a 7 year olds' birthday....
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Tempted

Posted 04-28-2015 at 02:22 PM by amandamarie
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Today was the most tempting, and awful day thus far. But it's late now, and I made it. I just keep trying to think positive, and tomorrow will be a better day.
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