I do not know how to deal with myself anymore? I send mixed messages to myself all weekend. Vince did it to me again. Promised he would come by and drop off the child support money or at least what he could because he still has not gotten a job. I tell him go f off and then I feel guilty. See I am recovering addict and have been sober for a little over a year. I have been told it takes time, but I only am depressed when he acts like he wants to be with our son or he seems to use me to come and...