I am feeling a little better than this morning. I am still in blah mood. My husband took me out to lunch and I finally put away some of the laundry that has been pilling up all week. I am still searching and thinking about the best course of action I am taking to battle my drinking problem. I do not have the urge to drink right now and bought some kudzu root to suppress those cravings. It seems to be working! All I can do is take one day at a time.

I wrote a relapse plan the other day and I felt good about it. Then stress hit me again the urge to drink presented itself twice this week. First when my husband went to the bar with friends then the stress of not knowing where we will be moving. It is an emotional day today and I have no energy to do anything. Laundry is pilling up and the house needs cleaning and I did not even have the energy to make my kids some lunch so I sent each of them with money to buy their lunch. I hate that the alcohol...

This time I will keep to my sobriety. Anyone that wants to chat please contact me.