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A few days away from 6 months sober and wanting a drink

Posted 10-23-2015 at 11:30 PM by Angie247

I'm really wanting a drink tonight. I will hit my 6 months on Tuesday and I think I'm grateful that it wasn't last week because I really want those 6 months but I'm tempted tonight. It's not happening though. Next weekend if I still feel like this will be the battle so I've got to work on the plan. The sadness is overwhelming. Gonna have nights like this but they come too often. My son isn't here tonight and I'm wondering why I just can't numb this with alcohol now. I'll be sober tonight...
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Very sad.

Posted 10-10-2015 at 11:43 PM by Angie247

166 days sober. I'm feeling low now. Not really wanting to drink although I am very glad to not have any alcohol nearby. Don't even know what to write about. Can't even stand myself right now.
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130 days.

Posted 09-04-2015 at 11:37 PM by Angie247

The depression is getting to me a lot tonight. My ex husband has tomorrow off and asked if he could keep our son . Fought the urge to drink a while ago but it's back now that I know I will be alone tomorrow. I tell the voice that my son won't have a mom who still drinks and that's that. The voice says I can drink only when he isn't here and it will all be good. The amco closes at 10 and the liquor store that was open until midnight recently went out of business. There are other stores open...
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117 days

Posted 08-22-2015 at 12:26 AM by Angie247

Almost 4 months sober. How about that? Still sober. Well, I've had cravings like crazy lately and I'm just tired of them. Why did I have to become an alcoholic? I'm so tired of thinking about and wanting alcohol. I don't want to drink right now, just exhausted and I hope to wake up in a better mood tomorrow.
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Day 100

Posted 08-05-2015 at 09:41 PM by Angie247

I can't believe it but I've made it 100 days without a single drop of alcohol. Thought about it endlessly, some days more than others but haven't touched it. I'm not going to count the days as much anymore. I want to keep somewhat track but it's not going to be a focus as much. April 27th was a day that I did not say at first I'm stopping. I found this website in May and joined on May 3rd which was a Sunday. I had weekends where I didn't drink at all but it was rare. I have vague recollections...
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