Class of March 2016 part 32
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Originally Posted by KiKi0615 
Today is only 9/18 MITA. Are you planning to drink today and tomorrow? (Sarcastic)
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Originally Posted by Thirteenth
Sure was, I actually started it a second time but haven't completed that. I want to say so much and yet I'm not yet capable of it. Growth? Maybe. Though I've had depression, I've not been really down on myself for a long time. So long that I can't actually remember when it was (a year or so I'd guess). I still want to hate myself when I cave and drink but I don't. Does that mean I'm not there yet? I've asked the same question before but I still don't know and I can't wrap my puny mind around it. Sobriety is my goal but it seems I'm lacking in the proper resolve. I feel foolish and stupid, but I'm not giving up.
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Originally Posted by Jemma44
I'm typing on my phone and I wasn't done. Things got worse. I don't feel comfortable describing the details but I'm home safe, my son is safe as well. I had a sitter lined up and she was here, but I never did go back to the wedding reception, and I feel pretty bad about that but hopefully the rest of them were too messed up to notice or care. Ooooh do I hate addiction. Why me? Why us? I don't want this anymore. I don't want the struggle. I'm so tired of fighting it.
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Originally Posted by PeacefulRain
Hi everyone. Still here just crazy grouchy so I've staying away from eveyone 
hubby and I started paleo a few days ago, I'm a grouchy sleepy mess right now. I just have to get over this beginning hurdle and I'll be feeling great. I'm down in the muck right now. All I can say is thank God coffee is paleo or I might kill someone.
hubby and I started paleo a few days ago, I'm a grouchy sleepy mess right now. I just have to get over this beginning hurdle and I'll be feeling great. I'm down in the muck right now. All I can say is thank God coffee is paleo or I might kill someone.
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Originally Posted by ManInTheArena
Kiki, you win the prize!! It took me a little while to get my bearings and realize what week it was. It's all good though. Nothing a good laugh sometimes. Good luck on your next steps!!
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You know, I was just thinking....it sure has been quiet around here the past few weeks. I hope everyone is ok and just "busy". I know I'VE been busy! ;-)
MARCH 2016 ROCKS!
*1Stepup:
*AppleKat
*Beerbgone (BBG)
*Bobbie
*Casey
*Clearlyheaded
*Fred
*immri
*PhoenixJ
*Jemma
*Kayak63
*Keets
*Kiki (me!!! :-))
*Ladybug2
*LillianGish
*LostLilly
*ManInTheArena (MITA)
*Mish
*Missy7
*PeacefulRain
*Pelagic263
*Purplrks
*Sam
*Spacegoat
*Thirteenth
MARCH 2016 ROCKS!
*1Stepup:
*AppleKat
*Beerbgone (BBG)
*Bobbie
*Casey
*Clearlyheaded
*Fred
*immri
*PhoenixJ
*Jemma
*Kayak63
*Keets
*Kiki (me!!! :-))
*Ladybug2
*LillianGish
*LostLilly
*ManInTheArena (MITA)
*Mish
*Missy7
*PeacefulRain
*Pelagic263
*Purplrks
*Sam
*Spacegoat
*Thirteenth
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Hi guys. I'm still here. Been through a bit of a rough patch. Have been drinking occasionally after finding some texts my husband had sent to a female co-worker of his. We're working through it but it's been tough...trust is a difficult thing once it's lost. :-(
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Sending huge hugs, Mish! I was in a similar situation a long time ago.....unfortunately I can't think of any advice because I drank to cope as well! The only thing it helped was to make things worse in the long run. I feel your pain, though...UUGH! 
Just wanted to check in to class early before getting ready for work....I made it through another sober weekend, thanks to all of you!
Hoping to have a smooth workday, hoping to make it back to the gym afterwards, and hoping you are all doing okay! Lots of hope! 
Just wanted to check in to class early before getting ready for work....I made it through another sober weekend, thanks to all of you!
Hoping to have a smooth workday, hoping to make it back to the gym afterwards, and hoping you are all doing okay! Lots of hope!
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P47, well done on soberwend. Hope is great- get a small piece of sanity and want a good life. That is what hope is, finding, keeping and continuing to have a good life. Still finding, but the marks on the trail tell me it is not far off. Happy trails everyone!
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Mish - I'm happy to see you!! That is a really crappy situation and I'm sorry you're going through it. You're right about trust - it's a finicky thing....take care of yourself and do what's best for you. Sending you love and prayers.
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Hi everyone. Day 29 of this go.
Hi Mish - thinking of you!!! Glad to see you but not in those circumstances. Lean on us!
Got through yesterday's annoying single parenting day and night. It's so much harder than it should be because of the two "older" bickering constantly.
Bring on today! :P
Hi Mish - thinking of you!!! Glad to see you but not in those circumstances. Lean on us!
Got through yesterday's annoying single parenting day and night. It's so much harder than it should be because of the two "older" bickering constantly.
Bring on today! :P
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