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Old 05-31-2015, 03:19 PM
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I'm, glad you're home Marty

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Old 05-31-2015, 06:28 PM
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Just got into my OWN soft comfy bed. Feels like heaven on earth. Goodnight, friends.
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Old 05-31-2015, 06:33 PM
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Marty, so glad your home in your own comfy bed.

Been crazy busy here and thing are just heating up.
All is good. I'll check in when I can.
Love you dear litter.
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Old 05-31-2015, 07:15 PM
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I'm so happy for you Marty!

Y'all, I drank yesterday and today. No excuses. I chose to drink and I hate myself right now. Sorry Sis B to ruin our sisterhood. It's been a nightmare and I don't recommend it. I'm still in bed shaking, can't keep anything down, it's bad really bad. The anxiety is almost unbearable and I'm popping Xanax like crazy but doesn't help. I love you guys. Stay strong and don't give in to the voice.
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Old 05-31-2015, 07:16 PM
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Love you Brynn. We are still and always will be sisters.
No more booze. Please. You know the drill.
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Old 05-31-2015, 07:47 PM
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And please no more Xanax Brynn, please get some medical attention if you have taken that much......You have your place here, nothing changes that. I am thinking of you & worried about you....Is someone with you?
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Old 05-31-2015, 08:06 PM
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Thanks B and Mary and yes someone's here. I'm just praying for sleep.
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Old 05-31-2015, 08:11 PM
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Feel better. This is a bump. You should explore why it happened but don't obsess. You have amazing strength don't forget that. Ever.
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Old 05-31-2015, 10:05 PM
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Brynnie please consider going in for help kicking the booze and Xanax... You already know how dangerous it can be. Love and strength to you sister.
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Old 05-31-2015, 11:25 PM
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Take care of yourself Brynn. Get medical help if you need it, ok?

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Old 06-01-2015, 04:50 AM
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Good Morning Lovely Littermates.

Brynn - please check in and let us know your plan - you are incredibly strong and you will get through this. I love you sister.
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Old 06-01-2015, 05:46 AM
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Oh Brynn - I hope you are better this morning.
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Old 06-01-2015, 10:40 AM
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Got my ankle bracelet. It's huge and uncomfortable. But only 43 days... So July 13th I'll be normal again. Well, ok - not "normal" , but back to my usual self.
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Old 06-01-2015, 10:46 AM
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Thanks for the support y'all. I'm not drinking but I wish I could.

This whole thing has been very humbling. I'm sorry for not always being as supportive as I could've been and having a superior arrogant attitude at times....please forgive me. I'm feeling a little desperate right now and overwhelmed because I don't like letting myself down and I feel like I can't trust myself anymore and I've got to get out of that detrimental mindset because I have to be able to trust myself again because I'm the only one that can keep myself sober.
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Brynn, not sure I have any room to say anything as I'm not much a part of this group anymore, but I don't feel you owe any apologies. Over the last 6 months, I personally chose to drink more times than I can count and EVERY time I did you were right there compassionately cheering me on and never failed to tell me the truth. You have been our biggest cheerleader and now it's our turn to support you. To surround you with encouragement, love, and compassion while you figure out what you need to figure out. I hope you'll let us do this for you. I love you lots and don't admire you any less for your strength and big heart.

Anyways, that's my piece for what it's worth.
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Hi everyone!

Marty- I am glad you are home! Enjoy it! :-)

Della- I am glad you were able to go on a trip.

B- it sounds like you have been busy!

HI Cooper & Tonks!

Mary- you have been kicking butt with your exercising!!

Brynn- I am glad your home from the rehabilitation center. I am glad you are choosing not to drink today! You have learned so much about yourself in the last six months! No one can take all those sober days from you. You are really brave!! I hope you get back to trusting yourself real soon.
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Old 06-01-2015, 06:40 PM
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Brynn - ditto to what Copper, Mary and the litter have said.
Trust in yourself will come again. Actually it has never left you. It's just covered up with disappointment. Remember you are awesome and strong and determined.
This is just a bump in the road.
I love you sister.
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Old 06-01-2015, 08:30 PM
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Brynn, not sure I have any room to say anything as I'm not much a part of this group anymore, but I don't feel you owe any apologies.
Copper I'm sure that EVERYONE here still considers you a part of this group

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Old 06-01-2015, 08:51 PM
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I sure do Copper Girl
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I went to visit little Grandsons yesterday ...called before I went over (I asked last week-end if I could have the oldest one for a few hours on Saturday, but DIL said they already had plans), any way I went for a visit yesterday, asked how their outing was & was told it is next week-end, she had the wrong date. So, I asked if he could go with me for a few hours, she said their Dad probably wouldn't want him too, so I ask him & DIL yelled "I said No", so I told little Grandson that I loved him & had to go, got up & as I was walking to the door, she is yelling at me, that I never come by & if I want to see them, I can make an appointment.....I kept my mouth shut & walked out. I'm disgusted with them both & my heart aches that they are doing this to not just me, but to the little ones. I know that I just have to walk away & give this situation over to God.....knowing I have no control over their actions, only mine, but it sure hurts.
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