Brynn, not sure I have any room to say anything as I'm not much a part of this group anymore, but I don't feel you owe any apologies. Over the last 6 months, I personally chose to drink more times than I can count and EVERY time I did you were right there compassionately cheering me on and never failed to tell me the truth. You have been our biggest cheerleader and now it's our turn to support you. To surround you with encouragement, love, and compassion while you figure out what you need to figure out. I hope you'll let us do this for you. I love you lots and don't admire you any less for your strength and big heart.
Anyways, that's my piece for what it's worth.