Thanks for the support y'all. I'm not drinking but I wish I could.
This whole thing has been very humbling. I'm sorry for not always being as supportive as I could've been and having a superior arrogant attitude at times....please forgive me. I'm feeling a little desperate right now and overwhelmed because I don't like letting myself down and I feel like I can't trust myself anymore and I've got to get out of that detrimental mindset because I have to be able to trust myself again because I'm the only one that can keep myself sober.
Xoxo