SnoozyQ

Ladybug I'm so happy for you darling x.

SnoozyQ

I bought a bag the other day I'd love to send it to you . Just pm your address if you want me to. It's s bag that looks like a ladybug ... xxx

It's not me ...I swear lol Everytime I see a ladybug I think of you xx

Soberwolf

Snooz is today a day 1 xoxo

SnoozyQ

Yes Wolfy ;-( xx

SnoozyQ

I'm not really a good role model at the moment sorry and I will probably be posting relentlessly , I need to stay close , it keeps me safe xx

Leshar

Yes, Snoozy, please stay close here. Whatever you do, please don't fade away.
Thank you for the advice about that man.

SnoozyQ

That's ok honey , I just want the best for you xx

SoberLeigh

Snooz; there is so much sadness and despair in your posts today. Today, I send you HOPE.

CaseyW

Snooz -- post in here once a minute for 24 hours a day if that's what it takes to stay sober today. You do not have to take that first drink today. No matter what.

You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Wishing you and everyone else a happy and sober day/night today. I'm off work today and the official plan calls for much laziness on my part. Nothing wrong with that, right?

huntingtontx

Good Morning fellow July people. I have not checked in for a while. I have been so busy. Being sober lets me do all the things I could not do while drinking and by is there a lot. I just orded a new camara. I am going to take up photography. I love nature and want to capture it.
Snoozyq, I am so sorry you are having a hard time. You were one of my supporters when I came her. I will be keeping you in my prayers. Never give up. You are worth so much to all of us.
You all have a great day.

SnoozyQ

You Casey are a beautiful person . That made me cry. I am so grateful for the love I recieve here with my Julyers . What you just said made e feel like I won't be a nuisance . I really feel I have to post, just to stop my thoughts.

Thanks for understanding xx

SnoozyQ

Huntington , you are a beautiful soul , thank you sweetheart xx

Soberwolf

We julyers stick together i think when i first landed in julyers it was you who made me most welcome

You have a kind beautiful soul Snooz

SnoozyQ

It's 2 am I cannot sleep , thinking about the company I keep
My friends you are I can't deny you drive me to try and try
Each of us here has a role differsnt perspectives young & old
I'm 53 should know it all I really do continue to fall

There's only one way out of this , to stop the drink find inner bliss
I used to be so bubbly and free now that's just a shadow of me
There's peopke who are so worse off where the hell do I get off
I've got a family but it's not the same once you play this drinking game

Bets are off lay down your card I didn't know life was so hard
My Mum & Dad love me so dear it's not enough I live in fear
Once I was the the life and soul now I feel I am so old
But deep inside there's a younger me screaming out for sanity

What do I do where do I go I don't expect you all to know
It's up to me I know that's true just like each and all of you
I need you here right by my side hither too low tide and high
I know I'll get back there again with my Julyers eternal friend xxx

SoberLeigh

Recovery beckons from the horizons
As grief kindly, slowly softens
Subtle rays of hope and optimism
Intensify ~ shatter agony’s prisms

Recovery - it's the miracle; it's the solution; it's calling your name, Snooz.

We love you.

CaseyW

Thanks for the poems, Snoozy. Creativity is a wonderful outlet for our frustrations. Keep 'em coming! (If you could hear me, you'd know I said that in my broadest Texas accent.)

SnoozyQ

Alas I'm tired no more to think at least I didn't have a drink
I'm off to be no more time to think
Thanks for listening to my tales of woe
Tomorrow I'll be up and go

I need to Get my mojo back
I'm not an old bag or a hack
Slowly one day at a time
I'll get it back make it mine

Xx.

Gilmer

Sweet dreams, Snooz.

CaseyW

Congrats on not taking that first drink, Snooz. Sweet dreams!

Soberwolf

Your amazing Snooz sending loads of love & hugs xoxo