Class of April 2020 Part Two
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Re: Class of April 2020 Part Two
I'm here. Haven't been posting bc I've been drinking here and there. I think it's such hard work to not drink. It takes so much planning and preparation. I'm committed and then I'm not.
You can search through my posts for years. Not much has changed. Guess I'm feeling down about it tonight (though I have not drank today)...not since Tuesday.
Take care all.
At least I try to be honest here.
You can search through my posts for years. Not much has changed. Guess I'm feeling down about it tonight (though I have not drank today)...not since Tuesday.
Take care all.
At least I try to be honest here.
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But that's fantastic Maria....that makes this day 5 yes? That is huge. It sounds to me like you are committed. It is just hard. Really hard to do on your own. I couldn't. I tried for years. 
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I think one thing I've learned this week is- I have a list of things/strategies to help me resist drinking and when I use them it works. But I was using them only when the craving hit. I think I have to 'work it' every day, so that when I crave alcohol I'm already kind of working on resisting it if that makes sense.
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Re: Class of April 2020 Part Two
Originally Posted by itsmaria 
I think one thing I've learned this week is- I have a list of things/strategies to help me resist drinking and when I use them it works. But I was using them only when the craving hit. I think I have to 'work it' every day, so that when I crave alcohol I'm already kind of working on resisting it if that makes sense.
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Morning all......it has gone quiet in here.
Sounds like a good machine Dig......I like that kind of stuff. Often wondered about the curved screens tho.....I use the cad modelling programs and the curved screen could be a bit weird. Like to try one.
Keep at it Maria....you can get there. Yup...the hard work inevitably comes at some point.
Made it through the long quiet Saturday.....just keep busy, keep doing stuff, and go out for a good takeaway in the evening. Sit up late with Netflix like most of the rest of western world....and wake up Sunday morning to day 12.
Looks like the site is pretty much back.....which is great.
later....
Sounds like a good machine Dig......I like that kind of stuff. Often wondered about the curved screens tho.....I use the cad modelling programs and the curved screen could be a bit weird. Like to try one.
Keep at it Maria....you can get there. Yup...the hard work inevitably comes at some point.
Made it through the long quiet Saturday.....just keep busy, keep doing stuff, and go out for a good takeaway in the evening. Sit up late with Netflix like most of the rest of western world....and wake up Sunday morning to day 12.
Looks like the site is pretty much back.....which is great.
later....
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Re: Class of April 2020 Part Two
I would give (what? I don't know....something big) for quiet right now.I have had non-stop contractors galore in the other half of my house for weeks. Just saying.
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Re: Class of April 2020 Part Two
Originally Posted by itsmaria
I think one thing I've learned this week is- I have a list of things/strategies to help me resist drinking and when I use them it works. But I was using them only when the craving hit. I think I have to 'work it' every day, so that when I crave alcohol I'm already kind of working on resisting it if that makes sense.
itsmaria / I agree with having to have a mindset in motion all the time, every day, every second - that's what I've done this time and I'm happy with my progress (Day #28 for me) and the big difference this time (my 3rd attempt) is that I took a 24/7 approach and not just a cravings approach // i'm not saying this works for everyone but so far its been a nice fit for me
hugs to you... you can do this... you just need to find your way of doing it
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Re: Class of April 2020 Part Two
Originally Posted by sodasoba
Morning all......it has gone quiet in here.
Sounds like a good machine Dig......I like that kind of stuff. Often wondered about the curved screens tho.....I use the cad modelling programs and the curved screen could be a bit weird. Like to try one.
Keep at it Maria....you can get there. Yup...the hard work inevitably comes at some point.
Made it through the long quiet Saturday.....just keep busy, keep doing stuff, and go out for a good takeaway in the evening. Sit up late with Netflix like most of the rest of western world....and wake up Sunday morning to day 12.
Looks like the site is pretty much back.....which is great.
later....
Sounds like a good machine Dig......I like that kind of stuff. Often wondered about the curved screens tho.....I use the cad modelling programs and the curved screen could be a bit weird. Like to try one.
Keep at it Maria....you can get there. Yup...the hard work inevitably comes at some point.
Made it through the long quiet Saturday.....just keep busy, keep doing stuff, and go out for a good takeaway in the evening. Sit up late with Netflix like most of the rest of western world....and wake up Sunday morning to day 12.
Looks like the site is pretty much back.....which is great.
later....
Congrats on Day #11 and headed toward #12
I'm currently sitting here watching my middle child play Roblox :S
No NetFlix for me tonight, she doesn't seem to be fading and she knows its a weekend "night" lol
Take care. Be safe and sober. Talk soon.
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Re: Class of April 2020 Part Two
I have been in bed for 2 days, hungover as hell. I am grateful I am soooo unwell as it gives me a kick start and I have no desire to pick up again.
I let the AV take hold and then the rest is history..
I don't want to ever touch a drink again.
I let the AV take hold and then the rest is history..
I don't want to ever touch a drink again.
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Re: Class of April 2020 Part Two
I have been in bed for 2 days, hungover as hell. I am grateful I am soooo unwell as it gives me a kick start and I have no desire to pick up again.
I let the AV take hold and then the rest is history..
I don't want to ever touch a drink again.
I let the AV take hold and then the rest is history..
I don't want to ever touch a drink again.
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Re: Class of April 2020 Part Two
I'm so glad you came back, Red. I was concerned about you. I'm sorry to hear you drank again and have been so sick. I hope this is the beginning of your new sober life. Let us know how you're doing. I'll be thinking of you. I suggest writing a letter to yourself about how you feel now and why you want to stay sober. It could be a great thing to have down the road when you start feeling better. Hugs to you!
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Sorry to hear this Red.It is however a major positive that you came back here and that you are able to admit it and want to get on the right path! Stay active here and in touch. Wishing you the best.
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