24Hour Recovery Connections Part 362
The house I bought a year ago is quite solid—only cosmetic improvements needed. Especially the yard. These were nice folks but gardening definitely wasn’t their thing. So, this year, it’s time to really fix it up. The front beds have had grass growing in them for many years—so...wow! No flowers yet—grass-pulling! I’ve got half of it out. I’ll chip away at this then plant an assortment of flowers. I burn easily so enough for today before I blister. Great sober project. And ya know, we may get another frost so I need to take my time. I feel brand new— what fine therapy it is! . Then, there’s the backyard.. I think I’m right on schedule. I will have stuff growing and climbing everywhere by May. Little by little it will become a lovely sober paradise. Would not bother if I was drinking!
Suze, I’ve seen pictures of your plants—gorgeous ! I need to learn from you!
Xx
Red
Suze, I’ve seen pictures of your plants—gorgeous ! I need to learn from you!
Xx
Red
Oh......sorry honey. For getting it wrong and missing this post. Got you. ♥♥
Thanks Delilah. The anxiety is horrendous and the crazy thing is that drinking just makes it so much worse. I'm just stuck in this cycle but I can break it. I thought I didn't care and that this was over but I've ended up being on here on and off all day. The part of me that wants a sober life is winning, it keeps coming back and always want to try again.
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last
24 hours: 10 pm EST ~ 9.59 pm EST.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
Alysheba
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bubovski
Canadian Koala
ChloeRose63
Coldfusion
cornpone
CrossYourHeart
Dee74
Delilah1
Delizadee
dizzybee
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
Gabe1980
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
Grapeless
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
Jaffacake
joandmelandhan
jsm273
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
least
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
madtown42
Neoo
Neverthought
NewFighter
Nic233
Optimist4ever57
PhoenixJ
pixiedust78
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
Rar
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
Scout17
shortstop81
soberista
SoberLeigh
stargazer016
Sunflower79
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
Tang
tgirl
TheToddman
theVman31
tomls
vanaprastha
venuscat
VikingGF
Vinificent
Vivie
Waterboy85
WaterOx
WeaverBird
wiscsober
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
24 hours: 10 pm EST ~ 9.59 pm EST.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
Alysheba
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bubovski
Canadian Koala
ChloeRose63
Coldfusion
cornpone
CrossYourHeart
Dee74
Delilah1
Delizadee
dizzybee
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
Gabe1980
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
Grapeless
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
Jaffacake
joandmelandhan
jsm273
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
least
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
madtown42
Neoo
Neverthought
NewFighter
Nic233
Optimist4ever57
PhoenixJ
pixiedust78
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
Rar
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
Scout17
shortstop81
soberista
SoberLeigh
stargazer016
Sunflower79
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
Tang
tgirl
TheToddman
theVman31
tomls
vanaprastha
venuscat
VikingGF
Vinificent
Vivie
Waterboy85
WaterOx
WeaverBird
wiscsober
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
Just about to snuggle down for some herbal tea and a browse of Netflix.....see if I can find a hidden gem.
Gabe sending you some calming hugs and I hope you get some sleep tonight. I'm so pleased you've stuck around today. It's a great sign. Take care ❤❤❤
Gabe sending you some calming hugs and I hope you get some sleep tonight. I'm so pleased you've stuck around today. It's a great sign. Take care ❤❤❤
I'm really sorry but I just can't do this anymore. I feel like I'm bouncing off the walls of a tiny room and I just want to scream. Everyone is so supportive here and have been so wonderful to me but I just don't think I'm strong enough. It's having to socialise sober. It's terrifying. All I do is think of drinking, all day every day. I'm done.
Thank you for all your help. You all incredible. Gabe x
Thank you for all your help. You all incredible. Gabe x
Just got home from a having dinner with friends. I had a few difficult moments when everyone but me was having wine - kept hoping that I wouldn't resort to stopping to buy wine on the way home but after watching the host drink 7 glasses of wine (yes I did count!), my impulse to drink disappeared. So hooray! I am home safe and sober.
I'm really sorry but I just can't do this anymore. I feel like I'm bouncing off the walls of a tiny room and I just want to scream. Everyone is so supportive here and have been so wonderful to me but I just don't think I'm strong enough. It's having to socialise sober. It's terrifying. All I do is think of drinking, all day every day. I'm done.
Thank you for all your help. You all incredible. Gabe x
Thank you for all your help. You all incredible. Gabe x
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