Originally Posted by
Gabe1980 
Thanks Delilah. The anxiety is horrendous and the crazy thing is that drinking just makes it so much worse. I'm just stuck in this cycle but I can break it. I thought I didn't care and that this was over but I've ended up being on here on and off all day. The part of me that wants a sober life is winning, it keeps coming back and always want to try again.
Your will break it, I have no doubt. I have always dealt with anxiety too, and I know it can be crippling, especially when you get into a cycle,e of worrying. My anxiety has decreased exponentially (I love that word.) since being sober. I'm glad you've been hanging around here, it's a good place to be.