It wasn't the actual meeting or its content that bothered me, I think. It just made me feel like I'm so far away from having a normal life right now. The actual meeting was good.

Today was a better day. I've probably talked about how one of my boss' husbands was someone I worked with in the community in my previous job. We always had a good relationship. Well, he is lending me a car for a week starting Rhursday! So I don't have to do this for one full week!!!!

im also going to get the car towed up here and looked st next week. It might be something simple/fixable for a few hundred bucks. If it is, I can get it back on the road. I was reading that it might be something simple like air in the lines or something. I figure it's worth a try at this point.

I'm going to go eat at the bar across the highway. I need good food in my life right now.

I'm so bored in this motel! I can't wait to go home and have a "normal" life...even if it is only for one week. At least at home, I could clean or take a walk because I have the right shoes there. Here there's NOTHING to do!

i get to go home today
i get to drive a car today

Thanks! Sooo also...I have a phone interview with a job (exactly like the one I have and the one I wanted most of the three I applied for) on Tuesday. It would involve moving, but it's way more money and maybe it's time? I'm excited.

So much for a day off! I've been cleaning this house all day. Turns out, the cats that were staying here weren't always using the litter box. I ripped out carpet and everything. I'm massively downsizing stuff in case I wind up moving.

Ok. So no interview. Apparently, I'm a criminal and not entitled to basic human courtesy any longer. Tie me to a tree somewhere and let me die.

This sucks, because I felt really good about how things were going and I get hit with this. I will be over it in a few days, but it's not a fun few days.

All totally preventable by never looking for jobs again.

Annnd now people at work are accusing me of stealing their stuff.

cant I just die already!?

If I get through this night without being fired it will be a miracle.

jesus Christ, enough already!

It's fine. I just need to realize I can't trust everyone in this profession. That's all I can really say.

They were supposed to be expediting my retirement check. Now they're not. They're saying mid-April. I can't do two more months of this. I literally have no life.