Today my favorite thing about being sober is...
...chatting with the convenience store guys about last night's game, rather than avoiding eye contact because they're the only people who know exactly how much I drink (or rather, 50% of what I drink, because I used to split it between two shops. I can't even imagine if they'd seen 100%).
For me it's waking up without the shame and guilt. I hate what I'm like when I'm drinking.
It feels great to walk into work with my head held high and be my usual light hearted, fun loving self, not sitting there utterly miserable acting like everything is okay. It's exhausting.
It feels great to walk into work with my head held high and be my usual light hearted, fun loving self, not sitting there utterly miserable acting like everything is okay. It's exhausting.
When I first read this thread I was in a bad mood, almost to the pity party stage so I closed it and went on to other threads. I took my lunch, read a section in a recovery book, had a little cry and now I feel better.
That is what I love about being sober!
It is so much more for me than just setting down the bottle. It is finding the solution instead of living in the problem.
That is what I love about being sober!
It is so much more for me than just setting down the bottle. It is finding the solution instead of living in the problem.
my favorite thing about being sober today is the feeling of freedom.
from the obsessive thoughts, from anxiety about my manager smelling liquor on me at work, from worrying about trying to hide my drunkenness from my fiance when I get home.. Freedom from all the lies, hiding, and shame!! Feels so good to start gaining some dignity and self-respect back.
from the obsessive thoughts, from anxiety about my manager smelling liquor on me at work, from worrying about trying to hide my drunkenness from my fiance when I get home.. Freedom from all the lies, hiding, and shame!! Feels so good to start gaining some dignity and self-respect back.
Today I realized how fun it actually is to spend time with my mom and other family members. I don't have to hide away because I'm too hungover or stoned to carry on a conversation.
This is precious to me. My dad's health isn't the best and if I wasted all this time being wasted... Well I don't have to worry about that anymore.
This is precious to me. My dad's health isn't the best and if I wasted all this time being wasted... Well I don't have to worry about that anymore.
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