Can binge drinkers ever have a healthy relationship with alcohol?
I used to love to visit wineries and taste all the wine, breweries, and taste the brew, but I like being sober better. I can visit a lot of place, like art galleries, craft shows, car shows, boat shows, etc. Lots of sober fun out there. I think sometimes if I stay sober long enough will it be safe to have a drink, then I think, do I want to take that chance. I don't. I like being sober. You and your boyfriend should look for fun places that don't involve alcohol. Just my opinion.
To you and I, alcohol is poison. But the fact that we cannot drink it doesn't mean that anyone who drinks any amount of alcohol is "trapped" or "brainwash[ed]."
Here is my experience: I was a binge drinker for 36 years, starting in college. I have been completely sober for almost 4 months now, a record for me. I understand about appreciating the flavor, pairing with food, etc. But I look back and see how much of life I have missed because of my drinking and trying to moderate that drinking. I really tried everything I could think of, and tried to quit almost weekly for all those years. The only thing that has worked for me is complete abstinence. I am now looking forward to living the rest of my life sober, and I don't feel I am missing out on anything important. Good luck to you.
I gave myself permission to go to a wine tasting at 83 days sober. That ended in me making out with a neighbor and two plus more years of drinking.
I, too, am a foodie and can't lie and say I don't get nostalgic periodically for the days of wine and roses.
But it's over. Moderation isn't an option and I can't handle any form of alcohol whatsoever.
I choose life.
I, too, am a foodie and can't lie and say I don't get nostalgic periodically for the days of wine and roses.
But it's over. Moderation isn't an option and I can't handle any form of alcohol whatsoever.
I choose life.
Whoa. Whoa. I dont think people are grasping what I am saying. This is about me and has nothing to do with my boyfriend. He is a musician. He loves yoga he does archery. He works out at a dojo and has been participating in events since he was a child. There is one day out of the year that we go to a four hour beer festival. a great deal of his activities do not center around alcohol and he is not suggesting I am making a mistake in my decision. He supports me wholeheartedly. In a way, we are losing an activity (one activity in many that we share) so yes, I understand how he feels.
My short answer is- No.
My husband and I were drinking buddies for sure. We sought out "fun" activities that revolved around drinking all the time. When I stopped drinking, we did sort of grieve the change a little, because we just hadn't spent much time doing anything else.
Over the years that I've been sober, I've found tons of super fun festivals, events, and all sorts of stuff that have absolutely nothing to do with drinking. We have fun together quite often!
My husband and I were drinking buddies for sure. We sought out "fun" activities that revolved around drinking all the time. When I stopped drinking, we did sort of grieve the change a little, because we just hadn't spent much time doing anything else.
Over the years that I've been sober, I've found tons of super fun festivals, events, and all sorts of stuff that have absolutely nothing to do with drinking. We have fun together quite often!
Nikka - My experience turned out to be no... the thought that a binge drinker and alcoholic like me that could go days, or longer, without a drink could clearly have a healthy 'relationship' with alcohol. But time and time again I drink way too much and we all know the results. So now I FINALLY have stopped kidding myself and know I can not have alcohol in my life. The AV still will tell you 'you can do it...you are not like them!' but based only on myself, I cant have a drink because it is never 'a drink'.
I know that many people can drink in moderation, but I can never quite get my head around the words healthy and alcohol at all. (as in healthy relationship with alcohol) To me it is an oxymoron, a legalised, highly toxic, horrible drug. Just my tuppence halfpenny (and it's not sour grapes by the way )
I have known a few 'heavy drinkers' (my dad being one) who did manage to abstain for a while and then go back to something like moderation. I suspect they are a rare breed though and I also suspect that they still crave the deep buzz getting ****faced provides people who drink in an alcoholic sort of fashion.
I have been a long term heavy drinker and I know it would be impossible for me pretty much to pick up say one or two glasses of wine and walk away. I have to drink it seems more or less til I pass out. The first drink seems to set up the compulsion. That appears to be the nature of the addiction we suffer.
I have been a long term heavy drinker and I know it would be impossible for me pretty much to pick up say one or two glasses of wine and walk away. I have to drink it seems more or less til I pass out. The first drink seems to set up the compulsion. That appears to be the nature of the addiction we suffer.
all I can offer is my own experience and that which I've observed in others;
I spent roughly 27 years in an attempt to prove that a binge drinker can have a "healthy relationship" with drinking at all.
I have finally realized that my very quest to prove that was proof it would never happen.
And this is what I have also observed in many others who finally surrendered, and many who I know that are still in the ring, fighting that absurd battle.
I spent roughly 27 years in an attempt to prove that a binge drinker can have a "healthy relationship" with drinking at all.
I have finally realized that my very quest to prove that was proof it would never happen.
And this is what I have also observed in many others who finally surrendered, and many who I know that are still in the ring, fighting that absurd battle.
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Nikka, my husband and I had a similar experience. We used to do all sorts of "fun" things that included drinking like... sitting around in a bar looking at the lake... going to a crawfish festival and getting in fights... going to NASCAR races and throwing chairs at each other... throwing up the next day, etc. Super fun. For me, if you ask me to moderate you might as well shove bamboo chutes under my nails... torture! Even if I am able to moderate my drinking, my body still wants more the next day or the next time until I eventually get *********. You can always try to moderate though. If it works out for you, great! But it never worked out for me and I finally learned that after trying the 100000th time.
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I've also found that we have more fun doing things without drinking. We actually remember what happened the next day. I'm more talkative when I don't drink at parties because I was always afraid I'd say something stupid or have a conversation I forgot. We don't go to bars anymore, but what do you really do at bars anyway? I don't think there are any healthy binge drinking relationships. My liver agrees.
We both enjoy going to breweries. For example, two weeks ago we went to the Sam Adams brewery which was pretty informative and a lot of fun. In a week we are attending a BYOB painting class (my new found lifestyle will have me drinking some sparkling cider, yum!). There is a beer and chili festival that my town hosts every September and it's a blast.
My own experience is no
....but after seven years sobriety I can go to things with my wife where drinking occurs and not be bothered - concerts, festivals, markets etc.
but the urge to drink - even normally - doesn't occur to me.
If I had any thoughts of 'drinking normally' I'd know my peculiar brand of insanity had returned
That being said, I doubt me or the missus would ever be at any kind of beerfest, because we're simply not interested in that kinda thing.
Maybe your bf has some mates he can go with?
....but after seven years sobriety I can go to things with my wife where drinking occurs and not be bothered - concerts, festivals, markets etc.
but the urge to drink - even normally - doesn't occur to me.
If I had any thoughts of 'drinking normally' I'd know my peculiar brand of insanity had returned
That being said, I doubt me or the missus would ever be at any kind of beerfest, because we're simply not interested in that kinda thing.
Maybe your bf has some mates he can go with?
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