confused: avrt vs aa
Sapling and Mark,
I could not do it alone either. It took a lot of friends and many of them here.
Let me be clearer on the message I am carrying Sapling. It is simply that if one part of a recovery program does not work for you but the rest does then do it without that part and recover. Take from each a piece and make it a whole to become whole again if that is what works for you.
And to be honest I believe that is what most of us do.
I also don't think doing the whole program of any program is bad if it works for you. Recovery plans are essential but that does not have to include or exclude formal programs like AA and AVRT.
But folks need to get real about doing everything including full disclosure with your Doc and local support.
Sapling, if you think that was tough think again. I also had the head shrink at the local VA tell me if I quit rehab I would never make it. They told me no one had. I went back a year later and calmly reminded the head of the program that I was the one they told that I would never make it. I wasn't doing it because of them either.
The message I carry is simply that one size only fits all of that size. There is nothing wrong with modifying a program if it makes it work better for you.
I liked AA because you can start slow and do as much or as little as you need. Rule 62.
R&A, I am not so sure it is allegorical, or not allegorical as claimed. Regardless, it is not for me, maybe another and glad for them, but not for me. I don't need a scapegoat, nor an excuse for my stupidity in getting myself addicted to alcohol. No devils or beasts, no angels and demons, no books to thump or be thumped by. Just a quiet space to be, and that being sober.
I could not do it alone either. It took a lot of friends and many of them here.
Let me be clearer on the message I am carrying Sapling. It is simply that if one part of a recovery program does not work for you but the rest does then do it without that part and recover. Take from each a piece and make it a whole to become whole again if that is what works for you.
And to be honest I believe that is what most of us do.
I also don't think doing the whole program of any program is bad if it works for you. Recovery plans are essential but that does not have to include or exclude formal programs like AA and AVRT.
But folks need to get real about doing everything including full disclosure with your Doc and local support.
Sapling, if you think that was tough think again. I also had the head shrink at the local VA tell me if I quit rehab I would never make it. They told me no one had. I went back a year later and calmly reminded the head of the program that I was the one they told that I would never make it. I wasn't doing it because of them either.
The message I carry is simply that one size only fits all of that size. There is nothing wrong with modifying a program if it makes it work better for you.
I liked AA because you can start slow and do as much or as little as you need. Rule 62.
R&A, I am not so sure it is allegorical, or not allegorical as claimed. Regardless, it is not for me, maybe another and glad for them, but not for me. I don't need a scapegoat, nor an excuse for my stupidity in getting myself addicted to alcohol. No devils or beasts, no angels and demons, no books to thump or be thumped by. Just a quiet space to be, and that being sober.
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I think if you are talking about taking the 12 steps out of a 12 step program...That doesn't cut it. You may have sobered up with some sober AA's...But you didn't work the suggested program of recovery...I had too.
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It isn't a premise. You are left in an abstinent state, for better or for worse, to sink or swim, and to fight for the good in life. By design, AVRT will identify this kind of bargain thinking, since it suggests that if life does not get better, that you might drink again, as the addictive voice itself.
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AVRT's not saying you should stay unhappy, nor does it say you should try to be happy. It's neutral. That's the whole point—drinking is not an option, ever. Happy, miserable, healthy, sick—none of that matters. You will not drink. There's nothing to stop you from seeking happiness through other channels, including religion, service, whatever. But happiness and fulfillment are not part of AVRT as I understand it—the sole focus is the addiction.
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Sapling I am not talking about taking anything out of anything for anybody else. If you are telling me that I can't take the steps out for me then that does not cut it for me. You see that worked for me. That does not invalidate what worked for you. I am not telling you to cut them out or include them. I leave that up to you. I don't care what steps you have taken or not, you have inspired me with many of your posts, you have helped many with your quiet voice. I would not dare criticize, nor presume to tell you what you should or should not do. Except to continue doing whatever is getting you your results, as I will continue mine.
For me dealing without drinking "long term" isn't quite accurate. In my mind, I have closed the door on that other life with alcohol. Permanently, with the help of my family and friends here and in the offline world. Permanently is good! Alcohol abuse? Been there, seen it, done it, got the T-shirt and the chips . . . time to move on, with a smile on my face and a light heart.
I am grateful for you!
You are part of the reason I am sober and getting my life back. Newcomer trying, or ten years sober, the power of worldwide support saying that they "got my back," well just contemplate that for a moments meditation.
For me dealing without drinking "long term" isn't quite accurate. In my mind, I have closed the door on that other life with alcohol. Permanently, with the help of my family and friends here and in the offline world. Permanently is good! Alcohol abuse? Been there, seen it, done it, got the T-shirt and the chips . . . time to move on, with a smile on my face and a light heart.
I am grateful for you!
You are part of the reason I am sober and getting my life back. Newcomer trying, or ten years sober, the power of worldwide support saying that they "got my back," well just contemplate that for a moments meditation.
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I'm not judging your life...I'm just responding to what you posted...I hope you are happy.
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Sapling I am not talking about taking anything out of anything for anybody else. If you are telling me that I can't take the steps out for me then that does not cut it for me. You see that worked for me. That does not invalidate what worked for you. I am not telling you to cut them out or include them. I leave that up to you. I don't care what steps you have taken or not, you have inspired me with many of your posts, you have helped many with your quiet voice. I would not dare criticize, nor presume to tell you what you should or should not do. Except to continue doing whatever is getting you your results, as I will continue mine.
I think this has been a really useful thread so I think we should try and lets keep things copacetic...
the way I see it there's room for AA, for AVRT, for all the other methods...and for cantankerous old gits like Itchy and me...
life would be hella boring if we were all the same
the aim should be recovery - I can't see anyone arguing about that...please? lol
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the way I see it there's room for AA, for AVRT, for all the other methods...and for cantankerous old gits like Itchy and me...
life would be hella boring if we were all the same
the aim should be recovery - I can't see anyone arguing about that...please? lol
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For those of us not interested in a design for living, therein lies its appeal. I am nevertheless amazed sometimes at the ruthless efficiency of AVRT at exposing the addictive mentality, though. I noticed the AV embedded in Boleo's post instantly, with almost no effort, for example, but I very much doubt I would have been able to do so prior to learning AVRT. It took me a long while to 'get it', which is probably why I can explain it to others, but once incorporated into your thinking, it is an addiction killing device of the highest caliber.
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