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Old 04-15-2019, 04:40 PM
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Sending more love dear Sunny.
Thank you my friend. I survived the day, stuck to my food plan and am currently sitting in the car with my little guy watching my oldest at baseball practice. It’s cold and windy out today!
Hope you had a good Monday
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Old 04-15-2019, 04:42 PM
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I should have posted this morning as that seems to help. Woke up anxious but went for a run. Went to work. Felt super down and overwhelmed after and thought about drinking wine. Just one glass of wine I thought... And oscillated back and forth entertaining the idea of stopping at the store en route home. Instead I parked my car and went inside and sat here reading posts for the last hour. I reflected on my partner's recovery (instead of my own, not sure if that's the healthiest thing or not) and their strength/courage and not wanting to disappoint. Doing so, kept me in my seat, grounded (or at least increasingly grounded!!). The urge isn't entirely gone, but it's lessened.

Thank you for this space and for all of you.

I thanked my partner.

And I'm now posting for myself. Another 24 for me, please.
Wow! Way to go BuffyDog. You did great!
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Old 04-15-2019, 04:43 PM
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Originally Posted by BuffyDog View Post
Here I am again. I road the wave of urge 1. Second one surfaced. Realized I have a stash still. Not much but enough. I smelled it. I then reread a message of support. I then proceeded to dump the bottle. It's gone. Flushed away. This is good and the release I ultimately was looking for. This isn't easy. But it's better in the long run. There is much to lose if I sabotage myself. There's much to gain by taking the risk to actually live life and appreciate what I have.
This is recovery. You are doing so well love. xx 🧡💚💙
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Old 04-15-2019, 04:45 PM
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Originally Posted by Sunflowerlife View Post
Thank you my friend. I survived the day, stuck to my food plan and am currently sitting in the car with my little guy watching my oldest at baseball practice. It’s cold and windy out today!
Hope you had a good Monday
Xoxo
I did.....because we did it together xxxxxxxxx
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Old 04-15-2019, 06:50 PM
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May I please have another 24 hours with a side of knowing the right decision? Thank you.
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Old 04-15-2019, 06:56 PM
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Old 04-15-2019, 07:26 PM
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I need to start my taxes Anyway here for another 24!
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Old 04-15-2019, 08:05 PM
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Oh that's awful....hoping it can be fixed tomorrow xx 💙💚
We have hot water bring on hot showers & washing our dirty dishes properly. Yippie & I can dry our clothes in our own dryer too!
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Oh, and I'm signing in for my next 24!
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Old 04-15-2019, 08:09 PM
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Old 04-15-2019, 09:45 PM
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Old 04-15-2019, 10:12 PM
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Old 04-15-2019, 10:16 PM
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10:14 pm and checking in for another 24. Today was my first official day of vacation, and it was filled with chauffeuring kiddos, and organizing. However, somehow I forgot about my son’s doctor appointment, I will call in the morning and hopefully can get it rescheduled over vacation.

Congrats to all celebrating a milestone today.

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Old 04-15-2019, 11:21 PM
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Morning all,

24 for me please

I'm hoping for strength today to face my yoga class tonight, sounds stupid but after all the alcohol abuse I'm so full of anxiety, it's stripped my character away from me... I've been wanting to start yoga for sooooo long and this course locally for 6 weeks really appeals to me. I think it'll be a big part of my healing and recovery. I booked last time and had a melt down before it so I didn't turn up. I can't do the same again, must get there tonight. I'm telling myself its a therapy appointment I'm going to, a part of my recovery, which it is to me... instead of a group class situation which is what sets off my anxiety.

Have a lovely Tuesday everyone.
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Old 04-15-2019, 11:34 PM
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Old 04-16-2019, 12:15 AM
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Sunflower, good to see you!, have a great time at yoga, hopefully concentrating on yoga you will forget everyone around you.

24 more here too please.

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Old 04-16-2019, 12:25 AM
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Morning all,

24 for me please

I'm hoping for strength today to face my yoga class tonight, sounds stupid but after all the alcohol abuse I'm so full of anxiety, it's stripped my character away from me... I've been wanting to start yoga for sooooo long and this course locally for 6 weeks really appeals to me. I think it'll be a big part of my healing and recovery. I booked last time and had a melt down before it so I didn't turn up. I can't do the same again, must get there tonight. I'm telling myself its a therapy appointment I'm going to, a part of my recovery, which it is to me... instead of a group class situation which is what sets off my anxiety.

Have a lovely Tuesday everyone.
Hey Katie! I really really hope you get to your yoga class later. Yoga has been a total game changer for me and my recovery. I have many powerful weapons in my armoury in this battle against alcoholism and yoga is one of the most important. If not THE most important. I don't go to AA but I read a lot about connecting to a higher power and surrendering and since I started doing yoga, I now understand what that means. For me, yoga helps me connect to a higher power and it has been unbelievably effective in helping to get my ego under control. And that's the crucial thing. It's our ego that causes us to feel anxiety about group classes. We fear we'll be judged.... maybe we won't be as good as everyone else.... maybe everyone else will be experts.... But there's no place for ego in yoga. It's just you and your mat on your journey. Everyone else is on their journey ..... What they're doing is completely irrelevant to you and what you're doing is irrelevant to them. I used to think yoga was just another exercise class. It's so much more than that. Often at the end of a class, I find myself with tears streaming down my face and I experience a level of calm I never thought possible before. My yoga teacher explains how yoga opens chakras, allows the free movement of energy within the body and releases negative energy that may have been trapped within the body for years. That explains the tears but to be honest, I don't fully understand how yoga works. I just know that it does. And that's just on an emotional level. Physically my body is stronger now than it's ever been. I'd weakened my knees after years of long distance running but yoga has strengthened them and I'm now able to run faster than ever. So please please go to the class Katie. I think the fact you had a meltdown before the last class was the result of a battle between your AV and subconscious. Your inner voice is telling you that you need to go to that class. Listen to that voice and ignore the AV. And let me know later how you got on. I'll be waiting to hear. Love to everyone and 24 more for me please xxx
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Old 04-16-2019, 12:38 AM
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24 more for me please. Much love to you all. xx
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Old 04-16-2019, 01:12 AM
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Kenton Thank you!!!!!
You'll never know how much your message has just helped me, truly it has.
Also everything you're saying resonates so much with me, I'm currently reading a lot of Eckhart Tolle's books which from what you've said I'm assuming you're probably familiar with. I finished The Power of Now and I'm onto A New Earth, they're helping strengthen my focus on living in the present. I feel I'm on a new journey and reading your post about yoga becoming a huge part of that is now making me want to skip there tonight!!! hahahah
Seriously, thank you
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