24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 439
I should have posted this morning as that seems to help. Woke up anxious but went for a run. Went to work. Felt super down and overwhelmed after and thought about drinking wine. Just one glass of wine I thought... And oscillated back and forth entertaining the idea of stopping at the store en route home. Instead I parked my car and went inside and sat here reading posts for the last hour. I reflected on my partner's recovery (instead of my own, not sure if that's the healthiest thing or not) and their strength/courage and not wanting to disappoint. Doing so, kept me in my seat, grounded (or at least increasingly grounded!!). The urge isn't entirely gone, but it's lessened.
Thank you for this space and for all of you.
I thanked my partner.
And I'm now posting for myself. Another 24 for me, please.
Thank you for this space and for all of you.
I thanked my partner.
And I'm now posting for myself. Another 24 for me, please.
Here I am again. I road the wave of urge 1. Second one surfaced. Realized I have a stash still. Not much but enough. I smelled it. I then reread a message of support. I then proceeded to dump the bottle. It's gone. Flushed away. This is good and the release I ultimately was looking for. This isn't easy. But it's better in the long run. There is much to lose if I sabotage myself. There's much to gain by taking the risk to actually live life and appreciate what I have.
I did.....because we did it together xxxxxxxxx ❤
10:14 pm and checking in for another 24. Today was my first official day of vacation, and it was filled with chauffeuring kiddos, and organizing. However, somehow I forgot about my son’s doctor appointment, I will call in the morning and hopefully can get it rescheduled over vacation.
Congrats to all celebrating a milestone today.
❤️Delilah
Congrats to all celebrating a milestone today.
❤️Delilah
Morning all,
24 for me please
I'm hoping for strength today to face my yoga class tonight, sounds stupid but after all the alcohol abuse I'm so full of anxiety, it's stripped my character away from me... I've been wanting to start yoga for sooooo long and this course locally for 6 weeks really appeals to me. I think it'll be a big part of my healing and recovery. I booked last time and had a melt down before it so I didn't turn up. I can't do the same again, must get there tonight. I'm telling myself its a therapy appointment I'm going to, a part of my recovery, which it is to me... instead of a group class situation which is what sets off my anxiety.
Have a lovely Tuesday everyone.
24 for me please
I'm hoping for strength today to face my yoga class tonight, sounds stupid but after all the alcohol abuse I'm so full of anxiety, it's stripped my character away from me... I've been wanting to start yoga for sooooo long and this course locally for 6 weeks really appeals to me. I think it'll be a big part of my healing and recovery. I booked last time and had a melt down before it so I didn't turn up. I can't do the same again, must get there tonight. I'm telling myself its a therapy appointment I'm going to, a part of my recovery, which it is to me... instead of a group class situation which is what sets off my anxiety.
Have a lovely Tuesday everyone.
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Morning all,
24 for me please
I'm hoping for strength today to face my yoga class tonight, sounds stupid but after all the alcohol abuse I'm so full of anxiety, it's stripped my character away from me... I've been wanting to start yoga for sooooo long and this course locally for 6 weeks really appeals to me. I think it'll be a big part of my healing and recovery. I booked last time and had a melt down before it so I didn't turn up. I can't do the same again, must get there tonight. I'm telling myself its a therapy appointment I'm going to, a part of my recovery, which it is to me... instead of a group class situation which is what sets off my anxiety.
Have a lovely Tuesday everyone.
24 for me please
I'm hoping for strength today to face my yoga class tonight, sounds stupid but after all the alcohol abuse I'm so full of anxiety, it's stripped my character away from me... I've been wanting to start yoga for sooooo long and this course locally for 6 weeks really appeals to me. I think it'll be a big part of my healing and recovery. I booked last time and had a melt down before it so I didn't turn up. I can't do the same again, must get there tonight. I'm telling myself its a therapy appointment I'm going to, a part of my recovery, which it is to me... instead of a group class situation which is what sets off my anxiety.
Have a lovely Tuesday everyone.
Kenton Thank you!!!!!
You'll never know how much your message has just helped me, truly it has.
Also everything you're saying resonates so much with me, I'm currently reading a lot of Eckhart Tolle's books which from what you've said I'm assuming you're probably familiar with. I finished The Power of Now and I'm onto A New Earth, they're helping strengthen my focus on living in the present. I feel I'm on a new journey and reading your post about yoga becoming a huge part of that is now making me want to skip there tonight!!! hahahah
Seriously, thank you
You'll never know how much your message has just helped me, truly it has.
Also everything you're saying resonates so much with me, I'm currently reading a lot of Eckhart Tolle's books which from what you've said I'm assuming you're probably familiar with. I finished The Power of Now and I'm onto A New Earth, they're helping strengthen my focus on living in the present. I feel I'm on a new journey and reading your post about yoga becoming a huge part of that is now making me want to skip there tonight!!! hahahah
Seriously, thank you
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