Whiners Anonymous Part 21
~miss nikky~
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: windsor gardens, south australia, australia
Posts: 1,984
apparantly im a dirty sl** an thats why im in this mess with jai
gone in one day from him knowing in his gut an heart an thru photos an looks an personality traits that jai is his son to yesterday shaming me infront of my son an telling us he is not jais dad an will nto do the dna test.
******* left my son with his head hanging in shame an me hysterical in the park in the rain
*** this honesty trip
its all ********
im going to bed
gone in one day from him knowing in his gut an heart an thru photos an looks an personality traits that jai is his son to yesterday shaming me infront of my son an telling us he is not jais dad an will nto do the dna test.
******* left my son with his head hanging in shame an me hysterical in the park in the rain
*** this honesty trip
its all ********
im going to bed
Member
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Flint MI
Posts: 4,455
I am awake I think, so much that has yet to still happen yet I am but under 10 hours from being admitted. I am terrified.....I am not even going to lie, me and my girls tried to get me drunk, I tried i wanted it so damn bad, the smell made me puke and just bawl.......I just want this nightmere to be over.........I am suppose to be happy because i am drug free and sober free today how.............?!?!?!?! when I want to be so far gone.....locked in that safe place within my head where nothing can reach me nothing can penitrate where there is no more hurting no more needing or wanting more than that I cant imagine what my daughters look like what they would of been like........the hurt and pain in Edwards eyes while he tries to figure out what to say to me or what to do, all he does is hold me tighter........never before have I felt this pain.......not even when my son died...........I guess I just need to go to bed, for tomarrow promises to be a damn long day..........good bye my friends, talk to you soon I pray!
Love and Hugs,
Pamm
Love and Hugs,
Pamm
Member
Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: my room in ct.
Posts: 58,110
katz'y no, just be grateful!
to those around you, and to know, your still alive!
when you get through all of this, you will have a shhitt load of messages to pass on to others katz...
thoughts, prayers and blessings out to you niece katz'y
xxooxxoo
unc
I am suppose to be happy because i am drug free and sober free today how.............?!?!?!?!
to those around you, and to know, your still alive!
when you get through all of this, you will have a shhitt load of messages to pass on to others katz...
thoughts, prayers and blessings out to you niece katz'y
xxooxxoo
unc
Member
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Flint MI
Posts: 4,455
Thanks Unk
I am off..........I think, only have to dress my feet........Unk and Amy ( Rusty Zipper and Immperfect) know how to get ahold of me if I am needed......Thank you all for your love and support and the much needed prayers and good thoughts......I love you SR some of you more than others and you will be greatly missed!!!!!!
Love and Hugs,
Pamm
PS I wont promise not to get high.............they promised me 13 days on an IV moraphine pump...............I am so going to be out of it....ugh
I am off..........I think, only have to dress my feet........Unk and Amy ( Rusty Zipper and Immperfect) know how to get ahold of me if I am needed......Thank you all for your love and support and the much needed prayers and good thoughts......I love you SR some of you more than others and you will be greatly missed!!!!!!
Love and Hugs,
Pamm
PS I wont promise not to get high.............they promised me 13 days on an IV moraphine pump...............I am so going to be out of it....ugh
~miss nikky~
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: windsor gardens, south australia, australia
Posts: 1,984
hun, just go thru the posts u see that grab your heart an click on the pick or name associated with them, this will take you to theyre profile then you can add m as friends or private msg m
you DO KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING SWEETY COS YOU ARE HERE!
you DO KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING SWEETY COS YOU ARE HERE!
Resident
Join Date: Jan 2009
Location: Toronto, Ontario
Posts: 4,150
I was going through my closet today and dusted off my old Royal Regiment of Canada army uniform and since I am on day 62 it bought back memories of all the Royals that died on Hill 62 in Ypres in WW1. My whine is why do people have to go to war and die?
I also want to commend all the brave men and woman that join the armed forces and protect our way of life.
I also want to commend all the brave men and woman that join the armed forces and protect our way of life.
bona fido dog-lover
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: SF Bay area, CA
Posts: 99,794
my whine today is that I'm alive and breathing, for nothing good, it seems. everything is blowing up in my face and i'm sick of it all - ungrateful snotty demanding kids the most. this day started out crappy, then got good, now everything's in the toilet again... i HATE riding this roller coaster!!
Old & Sober Member of AA
Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Nursing Home in Brick, New Jersey
Posts: 5,174
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