WLDKATZ

it is a beautiful night for a walk!!!!!!!

My whine ..........another flippin drs appointment, so tired of them!!!!!!!!!!!! and up most of the night because the damn dogs wouldnt quit barking and moving around.........

what an awsome way to start off day 630!


Love and hugs,
Pamm

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WLDKATZ

I WILL NOT open my mouth and ask that as88ole for another fu!k!ng thing today....asked him a simple one could you feed the dogs, he storms down the stairs grabs the food pours it into their bowls like it was feeding time at the trough with food going all over the floor and said there they are fed and storms back up stairs........WTF it is Mr Hyde I sware I mean just a bit ago he wanted to be all huggy and crawl back into bed................I WILL NOT TAKE ON HIS STRESS I HAVE ENOUGH OF MY OWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IO Storm

Prayers for you and the babies Pammie Katz..and for Edward. :praying:

No Whines from me today so far..

Old fridge out!

New one in tonight.

Stray cats are having the feast of a lifetime...

(nothing spoiled..mostly the cooked meat from yesterday)

:ghug2:

least

A depressing day here. Was at the store a while ago and walked thru the wine aisle, found what I used to drink, was about to put the bottle in my cart, and then thought better of it and walked away. I should feel good about this split second of wisdom, but I feel just as sh!tty as I did before. At least I'm sober, dammit!

Jersey Nonny

Quote:

Was at the store a while ago and walked thru the wine aisle,

Step Number One & A Half: Stay out of the wine aisle!

At least you didn't give in to the temptation. Now, that's progress!

IO Storm

At least you are sober, dang it! Least.. high five!..friend.

You don't have to feel good. You made a decison.

I am so glad you did!!!!

The good feelings will come back in time.

So very, very glad. :ghug3:

Rusty Zipper

got the 43 hint fube!

whine on!

was at a Red traffic light tonight, cold, windows up, had the tunes on at a medium volume...

my car started shake'n...

some nit wit that came up behind me, had the tunes Max'd and a sub-woofer that shook the block!

and it really urked me...

must a been a boundry thang!

Ananda

Been saving this one up for weeks!

Love
Sucks

I have decided to abstain from men for another 16 years!

WLDKATZ

Ana I tried that it lasted all of 3 days........then I decided to become a nun......my great Aunt who is one started laughing so hard her dentures came out! Seriously........

It has been a really long day......didnt say one word to Edward until about 4 then it was something snipish.........it has been a long day nurses calling me wishing me good luck!?!? is that a good thing or a bad thing? I AM NOT A PEOPLE PERSON I have never made nice with these people or anything they are there to take care of me and my children is all, now all of the sudden people are being nice it is like invasion of the flipping drs office.....no one will tell me anything just go to Ann Arbor they will take care of you.....I am scared confused and stressed, I want to lay down and just let it slide over me then to make matters worse THEY UPPED MY COURT DATE.....................I already know I dont have the money so I know I am going to prison for the 15 years and I am like HELLO WHY ARE YOU RUSHING IT............I swore a long time ago I would never give up or walk away from a problem.........why do I want to run from this one?

Just a long day that is going to turn into a longer night I still have to pack my bags and get ready to leave in the morning for Ann Arbor again.............I am tired, moody and feeling worthless..........what I need is for my Edward to come up and give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be alright..........he doesnt understand that message though and my body language has been screaming it all day long!!!!!!!!!

Love and Hugs,
Pamm

Rusty Zipper

nands Whew!, i thought you were Cured!

Fubarcdn

I was playing online poker again this morning because I couldn't sleep any longer. Would have liked to have got another 2 hrs zzz's. Anywys I got AA and lost to a 44. Flop was 2-3-5, turn Q , river A. My 3 A's against opponents small straight. I cashed out and deleted that site. All the money I am saving by not going to the bars seems to get lost in the poker room lately.
Is this Karma?

espresso

To All Whiners

My whine: Don't ask!!!

least

My whine is that I should still be sleeping right now!

All About Love

wow what a day what a week
i've missed being round you guys but im working my steps mega hard an done two meeetings a day for every dat this week
feeling awesome an tired!

have a good story to piost after some sleep tonight.
c u asll in the morn

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Fubarcdn

I like that one PC. I think I will become a cartoon.
The flying Fub.
I always wanted to fly. I dream about flying all the time and wale up with tired arms.

least

My early-morning-awakening-crabby-tired-anxious whine is gone. Am watching the neighbor's kid today and have their dogs over here too for a dog party. So glad I am sober so I can do these things. Were I drinking or hungover I wouldn't be able to be responsible for myself, much less anyone else.

So I don't have a whine right now, enjoying all the dogs running around having treats!

Jersey Nonny

Can't believe the day after tomorrow is March 1st! Seems like I just put my Christmas tree away! But...just think...in about eight weeks, it will be WARM!!!

Supposed to go up to 60° today...think I'll take a spin around the courtyard!

WLDKATZ

my whine, I chickened out, so totally not ready for the hospital called and told them I had a transportation problem ( which really wasnt a lie have a hard time spending 112 bucks on a train tickets to the hospital)..........everyone is pissed except for me and Edward.......I woke up this am to him talking to the babies again........I guess deep in our hearts we know and just need a bit more time with our babies...........



Love and Hugs,
Pamm