Sweetichicks Accountability Thread
Sweetichicks Accountability Thread
I'm on day 2 of withdrawals again and this time has to be my last. Yesterday I could barely stand up and today I'm having trouble walking. I was on 4 bottles a day of wine by the end. I took out a loan from a pawnbroker to buy alcohol. I'm having bad liver pains and arent in a good shape physically. I nearly drank myself to death this time and woke up passed out on the lounge room floor having no idea how I got there. If I'd passed out on the tiles I may have bled to death. I have no idea how to stop this insanity; except no alcohol period. Not two bottles every 3 or 4 days, not when I get a craving, not when I feel like I am going crazy, not ever. I know it will be a long and difficult road ahead but its the only solution except death. I can see this clearly now. I'm ending to go back to AA once I feel a little better. I don't want to be another statistic.
Hi sweetichick
I'm soirry you drank but I'm glad you're back.
Things sound pretty rough - maybe it's time for a stronger plan.
AA is a good idea - but don't put it off til you feel better - you'll likely rationalise you don't need it then?
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I'm soirry you drank but I'm glad you're back.
Things sound pretty rough - maybe it's time for a stronger plan.
AA is a good idea - but don't put it off til you feel better - you'll likely rationalise you don't need it then?
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Thanks Midnight and Far to Go, I'm having terrible trouble with my assignment due Tuesday night. It doesn't balance and I have no idea what's wrong. Normally I would throw in the towel for the day and go to the pub so this is a new experience for me; getting through it sober.
I'm so depressed. I had to hand in an asessment which was unsatisfactory. Hopefully they give me a second attempt but without feedback, I've got no idea where I went wrong. That's what happens when you drink and try to study at the same time. Bad news!
Hi sweetichick
I'm not sure what percentage this is of your final grade but I had some bad assessments too and a bad class here or there but my overall grades were still good..
You can really commit yourself to recovery now and make sure that any other assessment coming you'll give it all you've got
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I'm not sure what percentage this is of your final grade but I had some bad assessments too and a bad class here or there but my overall grades were still good..
You can really commit yourself to recovery now and make sure that any other assessment coming you'll give it all you've got
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At Tafe, I see you are in Aussie, you have to pass each assessment but get 2 attempts. Just thought I'd explain that. I'm so down, never put in what wasnt my best work before even years ago.
I didn't realise how hard this would be when I signed up for sobriety. Ive basically taken drinking off the table as an option and didn't realise how much the sleep deprivation, anxiety and depression would really hit me.
Try and remember tho - this is the initial transitional period.
It's not how life will be forever - I promise....
no one would stay sober if that was true
My first month after my last drink was hard, but no harder than the drinking life that bought me here...
after a month things started to get a lot better for me
Hang in there
D
It's not how life will be forever - I promise....
no one would stay sober if that was true
My first month after my last drink was hard, but no harder than the drinking life that bought me here...
after a month things started to get a lot better for me
Hang in there
D
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