PhoenixJ- my story, such as it is...
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PJ, I knew you'd been through a lot, but had no idea the depth of your suffering. We're blessed to have you as a part of our SR family. I hope you're reunited with your sons, continue to let them know you love them and are proud of them.
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PJ, Your life is your canvas...you are an artist. Make it what you want it to be .
what you went through, with your accident, must have given you a lot of courage and strength. I can see that you are using it well. I wish you well, and I want to send you a big cyber hug. (((((PJ)))))
what you went through, with your accident, must have given you a lot of courage and strength. I can see that you are using it well. I wish you well, and I want to send you a big cyber hug. (((((PJ)))))
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Join Date: Jun 2016
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Well non me people- thankyou. I posted my stuff to 'get it off my chest' (what's left of it, anyway- haha- can only laugh).I thought my stuff may be useful to others. Well a gift back for me...
Today is Sunday. The 'family' day. Picnics, BBQ, a drive in beautiful scenes day. In my recovery I have always been emotionally charged to the point of manically keeping myself busyon Sunday's. I have to do something- to distract- not to wallow in 'if only's'. Today I still feel sad- but more accepting and a little more at peace with myself. It is a lovely mild summer's day. I do not really HAVE to do anything. I have achieved as much as I have to with life stuff- including study (online- 'easy for convenience- ha!) Not actually feeling happy, but considering where I was last xmas- well.
Thankyou all. Share if you wish. This story was wrttin to be dumped forever more in the story thread- but since I am not at the 1 year mark- ended up here. Perhaps a better place for my story if it generates thought and change- it has so far for me less than 1 day later.
Today is Sunday. The 'family' day. Picnics, BBQ, a drive in beautiful scenes day. In my recovery I have always been emotionally charged to the point of manically keeping myself busyon Sunday's. I have to do something- to distract- not to wallow in 'if only's'. Today I still feel sad- but more accepting and a little more at peace with myself. It is a lovely mild summer's day. I do not really HAVE to do anything. I have achieved as much as I have to with life stuff- including study (online- 'easy for convenience- ha!) Not actually feeling happy, but considering where I was last xmas- well.
Thankyou all. Share if you wish. This story was wrttin to be dumped forever more in the story thread- but since I am not at the 1 year mark- ended up here. Perhaps a better place for my story if it generates thought and change- it has so far for me less than 1 day later.
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PJ, thank you for sharing your story. It serves as a reminder that hope can rise from the depths of despair. May your story continue to unfold and take you to the heights you never before envisioned. Congratulations on 11 months!
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Come to think of it -I really like the music of tangerine dream. Downloaded some recently. Good thought, that. Must make that cake- Kris- WAKE UP!
I guess I already know what that deepest wish is already...(sigh).
I guess I already know what that deepest wish is already...(sigh).
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Originally Posted by PhoenixJ 
Come to think of it -I really like the music of tangerine dream. Downloaded some recently. Good thought, that. Must make that cake- Kris- WAKE UP!
I guess I already know what that deepest wish is already...(sigh).
I guess I already know what that deepest wish is already...(sigh).
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