Thatdeliveryguy

So what I can I do. I can't win, I am a loser and an abomination, screw taht judge i am drinking again. I won't stop, I don't want anythig did you know that. You kno w I hve a lot of dreams but nothing will happen, I am goint to drink my self do deaht good by love you all.

Gonnachange

If you're not going to stop for you, do so for your daughter. Both of you deserve better.

Dee74

Every man has the choice of doing the right thing or or the wrong thing Jeremy.

If you keep doing the wrong thing, you're going to get kicked in the ass.
Stop doing the wrong thing, for pete's sake..

You're a man, a husband and a father.
It's time you acted like one.

Stop, breathe. Pour the booze out.
The hole doesn't need to get any deeper.

D

Thatdeliveryguy

i am sorry delte this, I don't wnat this pbulic. I can't do this. Please, I cant do this anymore plese so sad mak it go wawy iam sorry. just drink nad i am sorry.

SoberLeigh

^^^^What Dee said.

BuddinK

Jeremy, start with a small step, take the rest of your booze and dump it down the drain.

alphaomega

You have a choice. Drink or not. At the beginning of every single day, it is entirely up to you.

Stop being selfish, pick yourself up by the bootstraps and get going.

This is ridiculous. Come on Jeremey. Knock off the victim BS. Your life is waiting .

ScottFromWI

You know what do do. Do it. Nothing else can be said to you that hasn't been said hundreds and hundreds of times.

LBrain

Does someone need a timeout?

Isn't that what they do when a 2 year year old is acting up? Quit acting like a child for chrissake. You're all over the place - yes I understand some of the issues. But you were given a clear ultimatum and one that made a whole lot of sense. This should have been done a ******* year ago. Put down the bottle, suck it up and get to inpatient. Make the calls as the judge "recommended". Just do it. If you had done this a year ago we wouldn't be going through it right now. What are you so afraid of?
Afraid to get well and try to be normal. It isn't that bad in normal land. Really. Give it a chance!

Thatdeliveryguy

ples don't red this therad I am too dricnk I dono't want this, i aked for this to be dlted Dee, scot plese...... im soffy

Jen73

Oh my!! I know you feel empty right now and you feel like there is nothing for you to loose.
Come on snap out of this, your daughter needs you the most. Seriously, if you want to see your family you got to show how strong you are and go to meetings, or get help other ways. There are times I don't feel like going but my kids are my life and I want them to know that I can do this and be depended on.

All I can do is be here on this forum when you need someone and pray that you will help yourself to be sober and never look back, just go forward to recovery fame.

Don't drink yourself to death!! Please!!

Dee74

I sent you a PM.
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Thatdeliveryguy

my brother D, todl me he cnt delte this, this is the demis of a man. I dont know any more, so plese hang on with me, I am sad in scred so drunk....

Thatdeliveryguy

I lost everthing, and she left i am god guy, i dont wnt anything, ossry.

Thatdeliveryguy

don't read this! reding this constitues volcher mentaliy stop.

Jsbodhi

Hi!

Xoxo, there's still hope! Try again tomorrow, try again and again. You can do this.

sleepie

You still have something to lose if you drink.

If you don't drink , you've got nothing to lose.

At the very least, would you want your daughter having to grow up and say "My dad died and alcoholic"?

Dee74

Dump the booze. Log off. Get some rest.

D

Thatdeliveryguy

i saked for help, ther you go, I lik dee but man ur going to let me implode in pblic

Kaneda8888

Yes, its time to simply log off and get some good rest. Recover and then try again.