Hi I'm a Newbie and I'm an Addict.
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Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: queenz
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Hi I'm a Newbie and I'm an Addict.
I've always searched for information on recovery and each time has always led me into this forum. Today I decided to become a member... and to share my story with you. I've been an addict to opiates for over 5 years. For the past two years I was on and off Suboxone. Back in may-july i got a lil out of hand and snorted heroin and coke. I stopped that july 4th and stuck with the subs till recently last week I had my last 1mg sub...on the 3rd day of being sober i felt like i needed a fix... so i snorted roxy's... been doin 30mg-90mg of them this past weekend. Mind you I never snorted roxy's before. Today I was good up until 5 minutes ago. I sniffed my last roxy. After today I refuse to become a slave to the opiates. I'm tired of not having control over my life. I've been through withdrawel before. And I know this week is going to be HELL. Which is why I'm posting. I feel expressing my experiences might help release some built up emotions. For only a select few know of my addiction problem. Thanks in advance for the people taking the time out to read this and actually caring. -God Bless
Well, I'm on my way
Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: El Paso, Texas
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Hi and WELCOME! You've found a great place with lots of support and help and people who care. I'm an alki myself and don't know anything about opiates, but plenty of folks here do.
Keep posting, and again, welcome.
Keep posting, and again, welcome.
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Australia
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Welcome JSoBeRz
You'll find a lot of support and encouragement here.
You've made a few good choices today
Also feel free to check out our substance abuse forum
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You'll find a lot of support and encouragement here.
You've made a few good choices today
Also feel free to check out our substance abuse forum
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
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Join Date: Mar 2007
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I beleive everything happens for a reason. So maybe you are here for a reason. I am glad you are here.
SR was very crucial for me when I first began recovery. And still is to this day.
I know you will find alot of support and info here.
Fighting To Stay Clean!
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Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: queenz
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-Day 1
Just about lunch time at work. Feeling pretty good. I feel like the withdrawal hasn't even begun yet...the day is still young and all I can think about is should I pick up something for tonight. Fighting it through, just a bit nervous on whats to come. Trying not to think about it.
Just about lunch time at work. Feeling pretty good. I feel like the withdrawal hasn't even begun yet...the day is still young and all I can think about is should I pick up something for tonight. Fighting it through, just a bit nervous on whats to come. Trying not to think about it.
Fighting To Stay Clean!
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Join Date: Oct 2009
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Originally Posted by ElegantlyWasted 
Greetings.... You can do it. Figure out what you need and go for it! Humbly
on day 77.
on day 77.
Faerie
Join Date: Jul 2009
Location: South Australia
Posts: 396
JS,
Welcome, I'm an opiate addict too so I understand your pain.
You never think you're gonna become an addict when you start taking pills so you?
I saw your other thread and I'm a bit worried about you, please take care of yourself.
Much Love,
Faerie
Welcome, I'm an opiate addict too so I understand your pain.
You never think you're gonna become an addict when you start taking pills so you?
I saw your other thread and I'm a bit worried about you, please take care of yourself.
Much Love,
Faerie
Fighting To Stay Clean!
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Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: queenz
Posts: 21
thank you all for all your moral support! I didn't relapse and get that last hurrah and i faught it through... its now over 24 hours...and i'm feelin pretty bad...i just want to sleep. but cant... taking cough syrup for my coughs and some motrin for the acks.
Fighting To Stay Clean!
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Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: queenz
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- Day 2
I surprising don't feel that bad! Which I find really weird and a bit worried. I do have stomach cramps and some diarrhea here and there... but other than that I physcally feel okay.
I surprising don't feel that bad! Which I find really weird and a bit worried. I do have stomach cramps and some diarrhea here and there... but other than that I physcally feel okay.
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