90 Days and Under Club
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Massachusetts
Posts: 729
Hello everyone today is 51 for me. I had a very busy day.. I actually had a brief moment at work where it was so overwhelming between meetings where I thought I am going to walk out and not come back. Thank god my HP took over and kept me there as I have a good job 
Congrats TTOSBT on 90 days that is phenomenal..
Congrats TTOSBT on 90 days that is phenomenal..
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Seriously Fun!
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: California coast
Posts: 415
Day 89
Hey all! Happy 90 to those who are there today!
I will be there tomorrow, but I am getting up early tomorrow morning and going on a one or two day road trip.
So don't miss me...I'll see you all back on the 6 months and under club!
Today was good and busy, but also dealt with feeling pretty low about my job situation. I really just want to be hired and start working. I feel so defective. I know I'm not, but it is hard to fight the feelings.
I will be there tomorrow, but I am getting up early tomorrow morning and going on a one or two day road trip.
So don't miss me...I'll see you all back on the 6 months and under club!
Today was good and busy, but also dealt with feeling pretty low about my job situation. I really just want to be hired and start working. I feel so defective. I know I'm not, but it is hard to fight the feelings.
Sober 6/5/2008
Join Date: Jun 2008
Location: Point Vermin, Peedro, CA
Posts: 150
Days 63 & 7!
Nine weeks alcohol-free and one week nicotine-free!
Two to four f2f meetings per week, got a sponsor who's got a sponsor, read my BB and 12&12, about to start step four. Things are looking up!
Two to four f2f meetings per week, got a sponsor who's got a sponsor, read my BB and 12&12, about to start step four. Things are looking up!
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Massachusetts
Posts: 729
LC Congrats on day 89 - and have fun on your trip.
Fulminouscherub - Things seem to be going well for you. Congrats. I am doing the same things you are. So it sounds like we are both on a good path.. I have 52 days however many weeks that is LOL...
I am on Step 4. I was so scared at first but I am starting to embrace it. We will see one day at a time...
Fulminouscherub - Things seem to be going well for you. Congrats. I am doing the same things you are. So it sounds like we are both on a good path.. I have 52 days however many weeks that is LOL...
I am on Step 4. I was so scared at first but I am starting to embrace it. We will see one day at a time...
Perfectly Flawed
Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Republic of Yorkshire
Posts: 481
Benji, lovin' da Banksy!, got a few on me profile.
Just got back from a hiking sojourn along the North East coast of England.
Still 37 days and counting, didn't think this'd be much of a challenge to my sobriety, despite the real ale pubs with their lunches that beg a beery accompaniment. Managed to resist getting any weed in for the trip too (gotta be 2 weeks since I was last passed a J) and managed on 20 cigs a day which is a first for a long time.
Was aware that I was encouraging my mate to drink though. Its wierd I've noticed on the rare occasions I've recently gone into a drinking environment I want those around me to get drunk, not sure whether it's a kind of freejacking situation, or I'm curious as to what my mates are like drunk from a sober perspective, 'cos I don't honestly know, usually I'd be half cut when we meet.
I've experienced that born again, clean and haughty feeling before, it's a short lived compensation for being drunk. Don't think this is it though (?)
Glad to be back with you all in SR, missed ya
Just got back from a hiking sojourn along the North East coast of England.
Still 37 days and counting, didn't think this'd be much of a challenge to my sobriety, despite the real ale pubs with their lunches that beg a beery accompaniment. Managed to resist getting any weed in for the trip too (gotta be 2 weeks since I was last passed a J) and managed on 20 cigs a day which is a first for a long time.
Was aware that I was encouraging my mate to drink though. Its wierd I've noticed on the rare occasions I've recently gone into a drinking environment I want those around me to get drunk, not sure whether it's a kind of freejacking situation, or I'm curious as to what my mates are like drunk from a sober perspective, 'cos I don't honestly know, usually I'd be half cut when we meet.
I've experienced that born again, clean and haughty feeling before, it's a short lived compensation for being drunk. Don't think this is it though (?)
Glad to be back with you all in SR, missed ya
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Massachusetts
Posts: 729
Checking in on day 53!!!
Soubie congrats on day 8
LC congrats on day 90
Jig it is funny you say that my recent ex when we started dating over 4 years ago was in recovery and I was not and he used to say I love drunk girls and encouraged me to drink. Then it became too much I guess.. LOL that is life... Congrats on day 37!!!
Soubie congrats on day 8
LC congrats on day 90
Jig it is funny you say that my recent ex when we started dating over 4 years ago was in recovery and I was not and he used to say I love drunk girls and encouraged me to drink. Then it became too much I guess.. LOL that is life... Congrats on day 37!!!
Seriously Fun!
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: California coast
Posts: 415
Day 91
Thanks CM.
Yesterday was fun. Put in 500 miles from start to finish.
And yup...now I have 90 days.
And I'm thankful for my sobriety head to toe...I'm going to move over to 6 months and under club.
I'll check in with you. And wait for you to get on over.
Yesterday was fun. Put in 500 miles from start to finish.
And yup...now I have 90 days.
And I'm thankful for my sobriety head to toe...I'm going to move over to 6 months and under club.
I'll check in with you. And wait for you to get on over.
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Massachusetts
Posts: 729
Welcom colagirl.. Congrats on day 33
I am checking in on day 55.. I am finding it really hard to deal with my emotions, do things that I enjoy, and making friends. Things I felt I used to be good at. So I am working on that today.
I am checking in on day 55.. I am finding it really hard to deal with my emotions, do things that I enjoy, and making friends. Things I felt I used to be good at. So I am working on that today.
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Massachusetts
Posts: 729
My weekend was ok LC. I had a tough day yesterday as I finally made up my mind to let the ex go. We have been friends and it is too much. I was codependent on him so I am just dealing with emotions and trying to keep it in today. I wish I did not have feelings lol 
Day 56!!!
Day 56!!!
Everyone is on the 6 month and under where is everyone!!!!!!!!!!!
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