24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 398
Oh there you all are! I always miss the cutoff
Anyway I'm still hanging in here. I'm watching Mom, I am watching anything I can about recovery. As in, life after not just the Intervention and the train wreck part anymore.
Taking care of my plants, eating lots of good foods, working..... Oh and my notary application was approved. Just trying to keep chugging along. Haven't been making any art though.
Anyway I'm still hanging in here. I'm watching Mom, I am watching anything I can about recovery. As in, life after not just the Intervention and the train wreck part anymore.
Taking care of my plants, eating lots of good foods, working..... Oh and my notary application was approved. Just trying to keep chugging along. Haven't been making any art though.
Love that we are all here.....love it to the max. ♥♥♥
Mom is good.
Maybe.....you could listen to recovery tapes on YouTube and take out an easel.....or a sketch pad....just a thought. ♥♥
EDIT....or maybe it's me who is funny....and you mean the change of thread....off I go...........................
I mean I always miss the bump to a new thread! I guess I wasn't sure what to call it. I usually check my list of subscriptions to see if anything new is up, and I just realized I hadn't been here in a couple days
Thank you for always keeping us in the list
Thank you for always keeping us in the list
^^^ Yep.....I am silly....got it. ♥♥♥
And yes.....I always keep everyone on the list unless they really disappear....missing some beautiful faces....like martina and lyddie just for two.... ♥♥
And yes.....I always keep everyone on the list unless they really disappear....missing some beautiful faces....like martina and lyddie just for two.... ♥♥
You work so hard to keep us feeling recognized and seen, thank you so much Venuscat. I always want to tell people that it's ok to be in the threads of their choosing and to expect acceptance. You're one of those examples!
Hi Weav, I think I just need to set my mind to a time and set up my table with my tools. My drafting table broke before my vacation so I just need to do a little reworking with this card table I have.
THEN i have the issue of laundry. I won't be able to make art unless I'm on top of all my other chores. Clean space equals clean mind for me. That should happen sometime later this week when I have a day off. It's always a process getting started again
How come the stress is so huge Weav? I'm a little out of touch
THEN i have the issue of laundry. I won't be able to make art unless I'm on top of all my other chores. Clean space equals clean mind for me. That should happen sometime later this week when I have a day off. It's always a process getting started again
How come the stress is so huge Weav? I'm a little out of touch
Re me: is boring. I really set about destroying my life, in anger I think, when I was drunk. Anything left standing is toppling over in recovery. But that's fine. My mental health is holding. Stuff probably needs to go to make space for the new life I'm discovering.
Much love to you. You are doing great!!!
The meeting sounds awesome love.....AWESOME. I love 7am meetings. I think you will too.
And gosh weev, it's not boring and a great many of us did the same thing. Some of us did it over and over. Honestly love.....time for you to stop beating yourself up so badly.
How long have you been sober? Now isn't that FANTASTIC!!!!!!
It's crap having to face up to the stuff we did, the mess we made.
But better than sitting on the other side in deck chairs watching the view....not being disrespectful.....you know that.....we are ALIVE honey. Pretty magical that. We get another chance. ♥♥♥
And gosh weev, it's not boring and a great many of us did the same thing. Some of us did it over and over. Honestly love.....time for you to stop beating yourself up so badly.
How long have you been sober? Now isn't that FANTASTIC!!!!!!
It's crap having to face up to the stuff we did, the mess we made.
But better than sitting on the other side in deck chairs watching the view....not being disrespectful.....you know that.....we are ALIVE honey. Pretty magical that. We get another chance. ♥♥♥
Yeah, I'm trying to go to a meeting because lately it's every day that I remember something that I did terribly wrong while drunk. For 20 years. And I'm going to need to figure out how to clean up the mess. So I think I need some support.
Also I scheduled an intake appointment at a local therapy center, I'm hoping I can find affordable therapy there.
Also I scheduled an intake appointment at a local therapy center, I'm hoping I can find affordable therapy there.
Hey everyone, Quick post tonight to ask for 24 hours please.
Lovely day with my parents today and a big walk this evening. No internet, but sometimes that's a good thing! Feeling the benefit of being outside.
A Big Congratulations to all our milestoners today and lots of love to you all. Gabe xxx
Lovely day with my parents today and a big walk this evening. No internet, but sometimes that's a good thing! Feeling the benefit of being outside.
A Big Congratulations to all our milestoners today and lots of love to you all. Gabe xxx
24 More is the Plan of the Day!
Don’t really think about drinking at all anymore but I had to laugh at myself yesterday. I was in the gas station quick mart looking at the soft drink selections and just happened to notice I was right next to all of the cold beer selections also. I didnt really give it much thought and went back to choosing my soft drink. It hit me a bit later that not too long ago in my past I would have been salivating at all that beer wishing I could have one. FREEDOM is a GOOD THING!!!!
Don’t really think about drinking at all anymore but I had to laugh at myself yesterday. I was in the gas station quick mart looking at the soft drink selections and just happened to notice I was right next to all of the cold beer selections also. I didnt really give it much thought and went back to choosing my soft drink. It hit me a bit later that not too long ago in my past I would have been salivating at all that beer wishing I could have one. FREEDOM is a GOOD THING!!!!
I like the posts on this page! Really helps as I do a recovery evening. Need to be here soaking up the wisdom and fellowship. I don’t spend enough time on recovery, and that just does not work. I start thinking too much, and tend to get stuck in ruts and circles.
Feeling ill at ease which would always be a signal to drink. Like feeling small, cut off, rudderless. Fine. They are just thoughts and emotions—they don’t mean anything. They really do just drift on by if we don’t suddenly see them as cues to ‘action’. That action was almost always to drink. Do you ever have thoughts and feelings that you know are fake? I will wager the whole thing disappears after supper. I probably need immediate foodstuffs. I will come back after a snack.
24
Love
Red
Feeling ill at ease which would always be a signal to drink. Like feeling small, cut off, rudderless. Fine. They are just thoughts and emotions—they don’t mean anything. They really do just drift on by if we don’t suddenly see them as cues to ‘action’. That action was almost always to drink. Do you ever have thoughts and feelings that you know are fake? I will wager the whole thing disappears after supper. I probably need immediate foodstuffs. I will come back after a snack.
24
Love
Red
Hi everyone
Checking in from sunny Australia, 8am and 16C. Lovely clear sky, it’s going to be a beautiful day ❤️
Lovely to wake up and read all your posts as I drink my morning coffee
You’re all so awesome and I just want to hug you all today ❤️ especially you Venuscat
I must admit these roller coaster emotions are interesting to say the least! I don’t remember feeling such intense emotions before (happy, sad and everything in between). 66 days without a drink after 30 years drinking might have something to do with it....
Sending love and support to everyone who is struggling today ❤️
Congratulations to everyone who made another day without a drink
One day at a time.
Another 24 hours for me please
Checking in from sunny Australia, 8am and 16C. Lovely clear sky, it’s going to be a beautiful day ❤️
Lovely to wake up and read all your posts as I drink my morning coffee
You’re all so awesome and I just want to hug you all today ❤️ especially you Venuscat
I must admit these roller coaster emotions are interesting to say the least! I don’t remember feeling such intense emotions before (happy, sad and everything in between). 66 days without a drink after 30 years drinking might have something to do with it....
Sending love and support to everyone who is struggling today ❤️
Congratulations to everyone who made another day without a drink
One day at a time.
Another 24 hours for me please
Currently Active Users Viewing this Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)