24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 310
It's happened!!! The day I've been dreaming about has arrived. I knew I'd be moon-walking, body-popping my way through today but what I'm feeling, it's so much more than sheer happiness. I feel like I can do anything. I feel like I could walk out my front door and go climb a mountain with no ropes or anything. I'm not going to do that. That would be crazy. I'd die for sure. And there's no mountains in London anyway. But the point is, I never thought I'd stay sober for a year and by doing something I never thought I'd do, for the first time in my life I'm really starting to believe in myself. Anything seems possible.
It feels amazing knowing that I beat my AV every day for a year. I've shown my AV that I'm the boss of me, I call the shots and I'm so much stronger than I thought I was. That doesn't mean my AV has gone away. It will be with me forever, lurking around, waiting for me to get too complacent. I know that no matter how hard I work rebuilding my life, if I start drinking again, it will all come crashing down fast. But you know what? I don't mind having my AV following me around through this life like a bad tempered shadow. Having my AV means I get to check in here every day with you lovely lot. If I didn't have my AV, I wouldn't know any of you. And meeting you guys has been the very best part of this last year.
I wish my year of sobriety had given me actual superpowers so I could fly round the world today and congratulate all my fellow milestoners in person (11 months Canadian Koala!!!) and say thank you to each and every one of you. Sadly, I don't seem to be able to fly. Maybe that happens after 2 years? I don't know, I'll have to wait and see. But please know that I can't begin to thank each of you enough. What happens here is a team effort. We celebrate each other's successes and support each other when we're down. It's a beautiful thing to be part of and I wouldn't have got my year and be feeling like this today if it wasn't for all of you. Thank you. I owe you all so much. Thank you.
And Pebbles.... I'm loving the avatar
Love you all so much. 24 more hours for me please xxx
It feels amazing knowing that I beat my AV every day for a year. I've shown my AV that I'm the boss of me, I call the shots and I'm so much stronger than I thought I was. That doesn't mean my AV has gone away. It will be with me forever, lurking around, waiting for me to get too complacent. I know that no matter how hard I work rebuilding my life, if I start drinking again, it will all come crashing down fast. But you know what? I don't mind having my AV following me around through this life like a bad tempered shadow. Having my AV means I get to check in here every day with you lovely lot. If I didn't have my AV, I wouldn't know any of you. And meeting you guys has been the very best part of this last year.
I wish my year of sobriety had given me actual superpowers so I could fly round the world today and congratulate all my fellow milestoners in person (11 months Canadian Koala!!!) and say thank you to each and every one of you. Sadly, I don't seem to be able to fly. Maybe that happens after 2 years? I don't know, I'll have to wait and see. But please know that I can't begin to thank each of you enough. What happens here is a team effort. We celebrate each other's successes and support each other when we're down. It's a beautiful thing to be part of and I wouldn't have got my year and be feeling like this today if it wasn't for all of you. Thank you. I owe you all so much. Thank you.
And Pebbles.... I'm loving the avatar
Love you all so much. 24 more hours for me please xxx
Thank you so much Jo Jo!! Might seem stupid to some but one year means the absolute world to me. I feel like I've finally done something to make my dad proud. Shame he's not alive to see it but somehow I feel that he knows. I spent many, many years feeling very very sad. I'm really enjoying feeling happy at last xxxx
And I believe your dad knows too.
So happy for you love, so proud of you. So proud of every single one of us!!!!!
Here for 24 more
Can't wait to drop my 3 year old off this morning- that may sound awful but the non stop whining since 6:30 am is just insane! I am trying to learn more tolerance and patience but man, this one is so tough.
Can't wait to celebrate 6 months tomorrow. It's the first time I am really looking forward to seeing a number.
Congrats to all the milestoners today! And love to all my sober friends...
Can't wait to drop my 3 year old off this morning- that may sound awful but the non stop whining since 6:30 am is just insane! I am trying to learn more tolerance and patience but man, this one is so tough.
Can't wait to celebrate 6 months tomorrow. It's the first time I am really looking forward to seeing a number.
Congrats to all the milestoners today! And love to all my sober friends...
I need to learn more patience as well....big time.....how do we do that exactly?
Looking forward to celebrating your 6-month anniversary with you dearest Sunflowerlife! ♥
Good Morning friends.
7:50am, in for 24 more hours of wonderful sobriety.
Feeling forlorn and downtrodden today. For no real specific reason. Does anybody just wake up from a good nights sleep and want to yell and scream at everything and everybody? This isn't even a sobriety thing, my moods are so crazy sometimes and not rational, even before sobriety.
My poor cat today, she just wanted a few pats on the head and I yelled at her and threw a book at her. I just want to turn all the lights off in my office, close the door, and disappear into the nothing.
I need to find the will to actually work today, I'm so far behind in what needs to be done and I just can't face the day. Ugh.
Stay safe all, have a wonderful day.
7:50am, in for 24 more hours of wonderful sobriety.
Feeling forlorn and downtrodden today. For no real specific reason. Does anybody just wake up from a good nights sleep and want to yell and scream at everything and everybody? This isn't even a sobriety thing, my moods are so crazy sometimes and not rational, even before sobriety.
My poor cat today, she just wanted a few pats on the head and I yelled at her and threw a book at her. I just want to turn all the lights off in my office, close the door, and disappear into the nothing.
I need to find the will to actually work today, I'm so far behind in what needs to be done and I just can't face the day. Ugh.
Stay safe all, have a wonderful day.
Maybe go and find your cat and give her a cuddle....she will be OK. Probably wants to know that you're OK.
My beautiful Venus was my saviour....no matter what was happening, cuddles with that cat always helped. Ohhh, the purrs. I can still hear them.
Moods can take time to level out when we get sober, for sure. It took me quite a while to feel level. But it might not hurt to talk to your GP about it if you are comfortable doing that.
Sending more love. ♥
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last 24 hours:
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
aussieblue
Babs1234
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
Cascabel
ChloeRose63
Coldfusion
DaneK
Dee74
Delilah1
Donnyb
Downthepath
Dreamcatcher17
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goose333
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
jenuk
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
martina12
Neoo
nmd
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Sandytoes1
SaturatedSeize
shortstop81
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Susiegirl
Tgirl
TheadoreThiamin
theVman31
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Weev1l
wiscsober
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
aussieblue
Babs1234
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
Cascabel
ChloeRose63
Coldfusion
DaneK
Dee74
Delilah1
Donnyb
Downthepath
Dreamcatcher17
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goose333
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
jenuk
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
martina12
Neoo
nmd
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Sandytoes1
SaturatedSeize
shortstop81
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Susiegirl
Tgirl
TheadoreThiamin
theVman31
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Weev1l
wiscsober
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
Thanks for taking care of us, dear Suze - day after sweet sober day!
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last 24 hours:
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
aussieblue
Babs1234
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
Cascabel
ChloeRose63
Coldfusion
DaneK
Dee74
Delilah1
Donnyb
Downthepath
Dreamcatcher17
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goose333
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
jenuk
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
martina12
Neoo
nmd
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Sandytoes1
SaturatedSeize
shortstop81
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Susiegirl
Tgirl
TheadoreThiamin
theVman31
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Weev1l
wiscsober
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
aussieblue
Babs1234
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
Cascabel
ChloeRose63
Coldfusion
DaneK
Dee74
Delilah1
Donnyb
Downthepath
Dreamcatcher17
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goose333
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
jenuk
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
martina12
Neoo
nmd
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Sandytoes1
SaturatedSeize
shortstop81
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Susiegirl
Tgirl
TheadoreThiamin
theVman31
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Weev1l
wiscsober
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
Awesome!!!!!!
We are awesome!!!!
We are awesome!!!!
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