24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 291
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Feeling a bit deep and philosophical today. Bear with me ..... I'm beginning to feel properly connected to the world again. When I was drinking, I felt like life was something that happened to me. If I had a good day, it was luck. If I had a bad day, it was what I expected. I'm beginning to realise that I'm in control of what happens in my life. Yes, bad stuff is going to happen because life isn't perfect and it isn't supposed to be. How would we learn anything if life was perfect? But the bad stuff doesn't have to define who I am and become a reason for me to drink. I can use the bad stuff as an opportunity to grow even stronger. Everyone gets given a hand of cards in life and when I was drinking I wasn't playing mine very well. Now I feel like I'm back in the game.
Prayers for everyone having a hard time. Hope to hear from you today Leigh, praying everyone stays safe. Congrats to all milestoners and love to everyone. 24 more hours please xxxx
Prayers for everyone having a hard time. Hope to hear from you today Leigh, praying everyone stays safe. Congrats to all milestoners and love to everyone. 24 more hours please xxxx
Must get that too...
Good morning
24 more please. I have lost the ability to sleep more than a few hours each night. Very anxious and worried. Going to get through this work day, and find a way to relax. Not easy but I will make it fun. Time for a retreat. I'll be so glad I did.
Have a good day. Thinking of you, Leigh. Hope all will be well and you're settled in a safe place.
Xxxx
Red
24 more please. I have lost the ability to sleep more than a few hours each night. Very anxious and worried. Going to get through this work day, and find a way to relax. Not easy but I will make it fun. Time for a retreat. I'll be so glad I did.
Have a good day. Thinking of you, Leigh. Hope all will be well and you're settled in a safe place.
Xxxx
Red
I just feel like a fraud if I keep ticking off the days now.. I'm feeling disheartened about it all to be honest.. thought I was doing so well. Last night I was dreaming about alcohol again so it's really unsettled me, and I wish she had never told me
Love you too my beautiful friend.. xxx
Love you too my beautiful friend.. xxx
Nic, your not a fraud. You came here and, told us what happened. A fraud wouldn't have done that.
You also seem very distraught over it. You have every right to be distraught over what was done to you.
Keep your original sobriety date. You earned it.
xx
cold wet Wisconsin here.. I am in for another 24 and a weekend.. wow .. prayers and thoughts to all in Mexico and Florida and reaching out over the waters.. Irma is a mess..and the one in back of her is pushing more to their limits.... have to try and touch base with my Cousin in Texas .. see how they are doing..... heard of Mexico and the Earth Quake there and more to follow. with a possible ocean swell to land on them soon... Prayers and hopes for a safer tomorrow.. ardy in wisconsin
I missed naming names yesterday so congrats to all milestoners:
emme99 ~ 1 week! ♥
Mish ~ 2 months! ♥
Saskia ~ 3 years & 1 month! ♥
auxilio ~ 1 week! ♥
goose333 ~ 4 weeks! ♥
LillianGish ~ 1 month! ♥
Sweetpeacan ~ 1 month! ♥
Kaneda8888 ~ 4 years!!!! ♥
least ~ 7 years & 9 months! ♥
Nic, I respect your decision on the date but don't beat yourself up...this was no error on your part - you were duped, for whatever reasons, by a bunch of boofheads.
Some people are simply not worthy of our trust.
I think you've done well not to let this derail you
D
emme99 ~ 1 week! ♥
Mish ~ 2 months! ♥
Saskia ~ 3 years & 1 month! ♥
auxilio ~ 1 week! ♥
goose333 ~ 4 weeks! ♥
LillianGish ~ 1 month! ♥
Sweetpeacan ~ 1 month! ♥
Kaneda8888 ~ 4 years!!!! ♥
least ~ 7 years & 9 months! ♥
Nic, I respect your decision on the date but don't beat yourself up...this was no error on your part - you were duped, for whatever reasons, by a bunch of boofheads.
Some people are simply not worthy of our trust.
I think you've done well not to let this derail you
D
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