Originally Posted by
Nic233 
I just feel like a fraud if I keep ticking off the days now.. I'm feeling disheartened about it all to be honest.. thought I was doing so well. Last night I was dreaming about alcohol again so it's really unsettled me, and I wish she had never told me
Love you too my beautiful friend.. xxx
Nic, your not a fraud. You came here and, told us what happened. A fraud wouldn't have done that.
You also seem very distraught over it. You have every right to be distraught over what was done to you.
Keep your original sobriety date. You earned it.