SoberLeigh

Oh, how sweet, LB - adorable.

SoberLeigh

SW, take care of your heel; give it the time it needs to heal, my friend.

Leshar

Hello NJ, it's good to see you posting. I'm glad that you are well.
Dear Ladybug, our disease is terrible. I feel for you.
I am feeling broken and don't know how to heal. I just cry all the time. Cried in an AA meeting today. I woke myself up this am crying. I wish I believed in some divine thing. I feel so alone. I don't seem to get AA. I'm really tired of living. But I have to go on. It's my responsibility. I don't want to fade away from SR, I'm sorry to post like this.

SoberLeigh

Please don't fade away from SR, Leshar. You are a valued member.

I am sorry that you are so down; I wish that there was something I could do.

PennyLane76

Do you have any SMART meetings where.you are? Sorry to jump in, you dont know me.. I just can relate to.not getting AA, however there are other options?

SnoozyQ

Hello Sadie , you are very welcome to jump in

We know you now. How lovely of you. Xx ps , what are smart meetings ? I'm sure Leshar is open to anything Hun x

SnoozyQ

Ladybug

You beautiful, darling woman, friend , Mum, daughter , wife

How lucky and blessed you are

What a sweetheart of a daughter you have there, the Apple doesn't fall far from the tree.

You really do need to fight for your life. Your beautiful girls love you so much , YOU are their world. Without you , there is NO world.

Their lives would never be the same if you got sick, or worse.

You put EVERYTHING you have into kicking this shittt to the kerb honey.
I know how badly you want this.

Everytime you go without a drink for a week or so, your posts are delightful. . You can hear the joy in your life through your words.

Now it's time to beat this thing ok and we are going to help you do it.

You are in your 40s and you just HAVE to stop now sweetheart, you just have to.

Your joy turns into frustration , feeling morose & the " I'm not a good Mum " thing. Believe me.

Your avatar just brought back so many happy sweet memories for myself when I was drinking . Pictures the kids drew, finger paintings on my fridge.

I wish I had been present and sober for ALL of it.
I don't want you to feel like I did and do now.
if you stop now , there won't be any damage done , but your older girl is getting to the age where she will remember & believe me , you DONT want that!!!!!!

Girls never forget.

I know how badly you want this you darling girl and we want to do EVERYTHING to help you get it.

You WILL STOP , I PROMISE.

you are too good a Mum to be wasted.

I love you dearly and I so desperately want this for you today.
You are a wonderful person, drinking takes all that away from you Hun

Xxxxx

Dee74

Hi NJ Kitty - good to see you

we continue this thread here:

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...part-23-a.html

D