Class of March 2015 Part 3
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Day 6, morning. Crazily I am sleeping well. This has never happened before on attempts to quit. I'm enjoying it. I feel nervous. A lot to do, a lot of potential for screw ups. It will be a tough next month but there is no growth without pain. Bring it on world. Also: four days of rain have turned to sunshine. I must walk.
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I wonder if anyone else has this problem?
On days when I'm really down n depressed, I have a really hard time posting my thoughts. I really don't have this problem on anxiety ridden days, just when I'm depressed.
I'm 49yrs old & I've learned how to push & bury my thoughts away so well, that I no idea what to say? I just sit there & stare at the screen.
Does anyone else have this problem?
On days when I'm really down n depressed, I have a really hard time posting my thoughts. I really don't have this problem on anxiety ridden days, just when I'm depressed.
I'm 49yrs old & I've learned how to push & bury my thoughts away so well, that I no idea what to say? I just sit there & stare at the screen.
Does anyone else have this problem?
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Join Date: Jul 2013
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Originally Posted by SpiritOfDjinn 
Well Marchers, I made it to day 24 somehow. I did go to the liquor store. I parked the car, turned it off, and sat there. I sat there for a good fifteen minutes going back and forth between leaving with a bottle and just leaving. Eventually, I just left. When I got home it just got worse. Don't know why but there seemed to be something in the air. I found myself thinking, "Damn it. I should've gotten that bottle. I need it." But, lo and behold, I made it.
I hope everyone else is finding some inner strength. Sometimes saying no feels like a losing choice. AV makes you feel defeated but that's not the case.
I hope everyone else is finding some inner strength. Sometimes saying no feels like a losing choice. AV makes you feel defeated but that's not the case.
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Stopping by to say helllloooo!
Day 17 (?) I think. I spent too much time on Google Earth all week: East German open-pit mining; North Korean death camps; South Pacific volcanoes; American dams; Easter Island Moai; et cetera.
Aral Sea in 2013:
Aral Sea 2013 cropped.jpg
Have a great day!
Day 17 (?) I think. I spent too much time on Google Earth all week: East German open-pit mining; North Korean death camps; South Pacific volcanoes; American dams; Easter Island Moai; et cetera.
Aral Sea in 2013:
Aral Sea 2013 cropped.jpg
Have a great day!
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So I tried moderating again and screwed up miserably, but I'm back and ready to give sobriety another shot, on a side note my doctor reduced the dosage of my medication so my mood may improve in the next days I hope. Day 4.
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Originally Posted by BlissWithin
So I tried moderating again and screwed up miserably, but I'm back and ready to give sobriety another shot, on a side note my doctor reduced the dosage of my medication so my mood may improve in the next days I hope. Day 4.
My update on day 6 is that oh my god how am I got to get everything done :o
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Originally Posted by Pouncer
Stopping by to say helllloooo! Day 17 (?) I think. I spent too much time on Google Earth all week: East German open-pit mining; North Korean death camps; South Pacific volcanoes; American dams; Easter Island Moai; et cetera. Aral Sea in 2013: Have a great day!
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Originally Posted by kzaug2014
I wonder if anyone else has this problem?
On days when I'm really down n depressed, I have a really hard time posting my thoughts. I really don't have this problem on anxiety ridden days, just when I'm depressed.
I'm 49yrs old & I've learned how to push & bury my thoughts away so well, that I no idea what to say? I just sit there & stare at the screen.
Does anyone else have this problem?
On days when I'm really down n depressed, I have a really hard time posting my thoughts. I really don't have this problem on anxiety ridden days, just when I'm depressed.
I'm 49yrs old & I've learned how to push & bury my thoughts away so well, that I no idea what to say? I just sit there & stare at the screen.
Does anyone else have this problem?
It's just one of those things - the times we most don't want to ask for help or support are the times we most need to.
Learning to do that is a skill like anything else, I think. The more times we do it, it gets a little easier
Just write from the heart.
welcome back to you too BlissWithin
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Originally Posted by kzaug2014
I wonder if anyone else has this problem?
On days when I'm really down n depressed, I have a really hard time posting my thoughts. I really don't have this problem on anxiety ridden days, just when I'm depressed.
I'm 49yrs old & I've learned how to push & bury my thoughts away so well, that I no idea what to say? I just sit there & stare at the screen.
Does anyone else have this problem?
On days when I'm really down n depressed, I have a really hard time posting my thoughts. I really don't have this problem on anxiety ridden days, just when I'm depressed.
I'm 49yrs old & I've learned how to push & bury my thoughts away so well, that I no idea what to say? I just sit there & stare at the screen.
Does anyone else have this problem?
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Originally Posted by kzaug2014
Ty D & Bill,
I appreciate your responses.
Well, I guess you can teach an old dog new tricks...or coping skills!
I have a lot to learn, but I'm trying!
I appreciate your responses.
Well, I guess you can teach an old dog new tricks...or coping skills!
I have a lot to learn, but I'm trying!
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