Class of August 2014 Part 9
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Originally Posted by pinklinzangel 
Happy Monday from the cold and dark UK. As I lay in bed all snuggled up I can't help thinking that if it's still dark, surely the world isn't quite ready for me yet?!
Cute, best of luck today honey!!! Kick ass and report back later!!
1step, 8 weeks today?!? Woooooohooooo!!!
Knb, hope you're Ok chicken, I miss you xxx
London, get up!!!
I need coffee....I feel rather zombified this morning. How the heck did I function on 2 bottles of wine a day? Quite the feat!
Have a fab day all, mines going to be busy. See you all later xxx
Cute, best of luck today honey!!! Kick ass and report back later!!
1step, 8 weeks today?!? Woooooohooooo!!!
Knb, hope you're Ok chicken, I miss you xxx
London, get up!!!
I need coffee....I feel rather zombified this morning. How the heck did I function on 2 bottles of wine a day? Quite the feat!
Have a fab day all, mines going to be busy. See you all later xxx
It's a grey day like my mood today but I just got to stay focus and post on here.
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For some reason this is even harder to to stop this time as I haven't been drinking for two months. It's been ten days and my AV says that I can still drink a bit more.
This is something I have never done before. It's hard
This is something I have never done before. It's hard
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Morning all, so good to see you back Knb Ive missed your posts, keep going- one day at a time is the main thing I have to cling to. Totally relate to the whole ex thing its been a huge trigger for me- we get hurt so we hurt ourselves more to get back at them its self abuse really. Keep close and keep posting- you've got a whole team of supporters here on your side no matter what.
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Originally Posted by Dee74
I think it is harder...but it all starts the same way knb...day one...then day two...day 3 and so on.
You can do this
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You can do this
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I feel so down today. Alcohol definitely makes me sadder.
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Originally Posted by determined99
Knb, it totally made me smile to see your post this morning!! Awesome to have you back! Simply jump right in and strap on a helmet and keep fighting with us soldier! Open arms.
Happy Monday team!
Happy Monday team!
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Originally Posted by 1stepup
Morning all, so good to see you back Knb Ive missed your posts, keep going- one day at a time is the main thing I have to cling to. Totally relate to the whole ex thing its been a huge trigger for me- we get hurt so we hurt ourselves more to get back at them its self abuse really. Keep close and keep posting- you've got a whole team of supporters here on your side no matter what.
I tried to quit for three days and wanted to post but I couldn't find my willpower on the forth day to stay sober.
But I knew yesterday that I cant keep living like this. I have missed my running. And I spent stupid stupid money on takeaways
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Originally Posted by Dee74
I hope you'll feel better by the evening knb
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This is what I am saying to myself. I want this life back.
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And just want to remind those who still think about drinking? NOT WORTH IT!!!
Fine if you can have a couple of glasses and then stop the next day. But none of us are capable of this. I drink, then drink the next day, then the next, then the next. my poor body is freaking out form the amount of alcohol I have poured down my throat.
I feel so blasted ILL right now.My whole body hurts and I am struggling to go to work today. I feel like going home and sleeping. What a flipping waste of life. My stomach hurts, my neck is sore. My face is bloated again. Got bags under my eyes. I don't like looking at myself right now.
Rant over
Fine if you can have a couple of glasses and then stop the next day. But none of us are capable of this. I drink, then drink the next day, then the next, then the next. my poor body is freaking out form the amount of alcohol I have poured down my throat.
I feel so blasted ILL right now.My whole body hurts and I am struggling to go to work today. I feel like going home and sleeping. What a flipping waste of life. My stomach hurts, my neck is sore. My face is bloated again. Got bags under my eyes. I don't like looking at myself right now.
Rant over
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Originally Posted by pinklinzangel
hey KNB, welcome back hun, we missed you! we got you, keep on here and keep strong, the fact your back means your stronger than yesterday, damn proud of you for posting today. BIG HUG!!!
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Originally Posted by sthlondonab
Ha ha! Been up for a while. Almost at the Starbucks stage of the morning! I just read your post - how did I function on two bottles of wine a day and really related.
How the heck did we? I was thinking back to the hangovers where it was an effort to drag myself around the streets on the way to work, literally every footstep hurting my body, no energy as I would never eat, hating the world and my god the dehydration. Never again!
Have a good day today. I guess your work will be very busy with the stuff going on this morning.
How the heck did we? I was thinking back to the hangovers where it was an effort to drag myself around the streets on the way to work, literally every footstep hurting my body, no energy as I would never eat, hating the world and my god the dehydration. Never again!
Have a good day today. I guess your work will be very busy with the stuff going on this morning.
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Originally Posted by knb02
Good morning ( crawling in)
I am battered and bruised but want to be back to my real self again. Drank three days out of ten. Cried a lot. Sent abusive text messages to my ex partner. Felt hopeless. Same old nonsense that I do when I drink. Ate crap. Didn't exercise.
My spirit died temporarily.
So why did I drink? Because I just felt like it. No screaming AV that day. No thinking I could moderate as I know I can't. I just said Fcuk it and drank.
It's so hard to stop when you start. I have missed you guys :-/
I am battered and bruised but want to be back to my real self again. Drank three days out of ten. Cried a lot. Sent abusive text messages to my ex partner. Felt hopeless. Same old nonsense that I do when I drink. Ate crap. Didn't exercise.
My spirit died temporarily.
So why did I drink? Because I just felt like it. No screaming AV that day. No thinking I could moderate as I know I can't. I just said Fcuk it and drank.
It's so hard to stop when you start. I have missed you guys :-/
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Originally Posted by ScooterBoo
knb, so happy you are back! STICK WITH US ! ! !
One day at a time is all I can focus on right now.
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