Originally Posted by knb02

Good morning ( crawling in)

I am battered and bruised but want to be back to my real self again. Drank three days out of ten. Cried a lot. Sent abusive text messages to my ex partner. Felt hopeless. Same old nonsense that I do when I drink. Ate crap. Didn't exercise.

My spirit died temporarily.

So why did I drink? Because I just felt like it. No screaming AV that day. No thinking I could moderate as I know I can't. I just said Fcuk it and drank.

It's so hard to stop when you start. I have missed you guys :-/