Bottoms Part 113
Yes I absolutely qualify as an idiot. I am also insane ( you know that definition- doing the same thing and expecting different results ). I only joined Weight watchers last Thursday so don't know how its going yet. I exercise just about everyday so the only thing left to do is portion control. I seem to have a problem controlling anything. I think it is in the personality. You know the old moderation
Tan - do you think it might just be the closing of the rehab thing, post Xmas blues?...normally for most of us idiots depression is situational...I'd get a professional opinion if it goes on too long or you're worried tho....
votes....
that is all.
Morning
D
votes....
- funky fresh deeoderizer
- bacon on a stick
that is all.
Morning
D
Im not crazy and neither am I
Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: My place in (M)Assachusetts
Posts: 2,088
I think every single one of my alkie/addict buttons got pushed last night. I honestly tried to talk about it with the person is involved.
Fear, doubt, insecurity, hurt, anger, feeling less than, feeling disrespected, trust, my inability to deal w people in a healthy manner - my expectations of others(apparently).
I rely heavily on this person for rides, meetings and support. Its not the first time something like this has come up and caused these feelings.
I am just not having a good day at all.
I HATE this EFFIN DISEASE !!!
I can relate to what someone said about never being able to deal w the "downs". Today is one of them.
I AM NOT GRUMPY !!!!
Dont make me cop a resentment. lol
OK so mebby a little grumpy - dont push it.
Fear, doubt, insecurity, hurt, anger, feeling less than, feeling disrespected, trust, my inability to deal w people in a healthy manner - my expectations of others(apparently).
I rely heavily on this person for rides, meetings and support. Its not the first time something like this has come up and caused these feelings.
I am just not having a good day at all.
I HATE this EFFIN DISEASE !!!
I can relate to what someone said about never being able to deal w the "downs". Today is one of them.
I AM NOT GRUMPY !!!!
Dont make me cop a resentment. lol
OK so mebby a little grumpy - dont push it.
CindeRella is proof that a new pair of shoes can change your life!
Join Date: Aug 2004
Location: Spreading my wings
Posts: 7,163
Im not crazy and neither am I
Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: My place in (M)Assachusetts
Posts: 2,088
On the bright side.....an old college roomate that I had been forced to separate from due to MY drinking and using called me today. I had hooked up w them on FB.
Also, a dude from HS found me on FB and asked me to get in touch w him.
Mebby I will go see what they are billing as "The Dead" w these guys as I did "back in the day". They cant be as screwed up as I was/ am.
Risky ? Used to use w them ?
Yes to both,
but we have all grown and I believe they would be accepting and supportive of my new lifestyle. It would be manditory. imho
Im just not ready to hang out w people that drink and use.
Also, a dude from HS found me on FB and asked me to get in touch w him.
Mebby I will go see what they are billing as "The Dead" w these guys as I did "back in the day". They cant be as screwed up as I was/ am.
Risky ? Used to use w them ?
Yes to both,
but we have all grown and I believe they would be accepting and supportive of my new lifestyle. It would be manditory. imho
Im just not ready to hang out w people that drink and use.
Hey Scott - sorry I'm not really available for calls over heah - I find the downs hard to deal with too - sometimes breathing and making gratitude lists aren't worth crap...so you just have to put my head down, trudge through and above all, don't use. Helping someone else sometimes helps me too, if you can get to that headspace.
Hope one of the closer idiots is around
D
Hope one of the closer idiots is around
D
CURRENT TACO TUESDAY BACON ELECTION RESULTS
funky fresh deeoderizer - ninja beekeeper, rella, scaredy, philly, io, dee (6 votes)
bacon bra - king baby, tanho (2 votes)
bacon briefcase - suzi quatro, #1 newfie, least (3 votes)
bacon on a stick - suzi quatro, ninja beekeeper, king baby, philly, io, dee (6 votes)
bacon diet coke - scaredy (1 vote)
chocolate covered bacon - rella, #1 newfie, least, tanho (4 votes)
IF YOU HAVE NOT VOTED YET - VOTING RULES AND CANDIDATES CAN BE REVIEWED IN BOTTOMS PART 113 POST #275 THROUGH BOTTOMS PART 113 POST #277.
signed,
bossy polling place lady
funky fresh deeoderizer - ninja beekeeper, rella, scaredy, philly, io, dee (6 votes)
bacon bra - king baby, tanho (2 votes)
bacon briefcase - suzi quatro, #1 newfie, least (3 votes)
bacon on a stick - suzi quatro, ninja beekeeper, king baby, philly, io, dee (6 votes)
bacon diet coke - scaredy (1 vote)
chocolate covered bacon - rella, #1 newfie, least, tanho (4 votes)
IF YOU HAVE NOT VOTED YET - VOTING RULES AND CANDIDATES CAN BE REVIEWED IN BOTTOMS PART 113 POST #275 THROUGH BOTTOMS PART 113 POST #277.
signed,
bossy polling place lady
Currently Active Users Viewing this Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)