I think every single one of my alkie/addict buttons got pushed last night. I honestly tried to talk about it with the person is involved.
Fear, doubt, insecurity, hurt, anger, feeling less than, feeling disrespected, trust, my inability to deal w people in a healthy manner - my expectations of others(apparently).
I rely heavily on this person for rides, meetings and support. Its not the first time something like this has come up and caused these feelings.
I am just not having a good day at all.
I HATE this EFFIN DISEASE !!!
I can relate to what someone said about never being able to deal w the "downs". Today is one of them.
I AM NOT GRUMPY !!!!
Dont make me cop a resentment. lol
OK so mebby a little grumpy - dont push it.