wibble

I'm starting to get into uncharted waters as well, I've only gone this long once before. I managed almost 3 weeks then before I went into a head long destructive plunge that lasted for 4 months!!!!

If they made a movie of this, who'd play the lodger???

lostbutterfly

I would call all of you the next morning, so none of you qualify for the lodger! (I did write him a note, on a Christmas card. That makes it even worse, doesn't it?)

wibble

Was it a nice Christmas card?

Or one of those ASDA 100 for £2 jobbies? Where all the glitter falls off and the edges of the cards are so sharp you end up cut to ribbons?

Ananda

What did it say inside...nice to meet you????

wibble

Fancy a shag?

lostbutterfly

First, it was a Tesco card.

Second, I just explained why I didn't want a relationship right now! And I was honest! My kids went thru hell with my last relationship, plus I can't be there for them when I'm with a bloke whose not their dad. That's old fashioned maybe, but I just feel torn in two between him and them. And they win!!!

And he was Welsh!

wibble

LB...way to kill my buzz... could have just said... Yes fancy a shag....

So you dumped him by Christmas card?

Seasons Greetings, now get f**ked

wibble

LB how are the cows?

We want hour by hour updates and the setting up of a cowcam

lostbutterfly

I've been working!!

The only cow in here is me! They converted the dairy into an office and warehouse, but they should have made it a cold store.

wibble

Thats insane

Cows don't need offices and a warehouse!!!

wibble

Boo I thought you worked in a dairy

Like Little Miss Moffat or something

Is it Moffat or Muffit? Muffit just sounds wrong...

Ananda

Pixy...how you doin????? first days can be rough???


And where is timmy....he's awfuly quiet today.

timzup

Not to be judgemental here but wouldn't a glass of water kinda fixed it? Not saying the councellor is overkill or anything but there really are simplier ways to quench the thirst on a morning.

allport

Lol, I think a glass of water would have been more use to me than the counsellor,I dont know if im seeing the wrong people or if it is actually a waste of time. x

lostbutterfly

I go to AA for my counselling - they are free and talk sense!

This cow needs an office - and a computer. Little Miss Muffet had a tuffett and a spider (WTF is a tuffett anyway). But she did eat curds and whey and that comes from cows.

Pixy1

Day1 and it's different today!

I have called AA and someone will ring me back from my area this evening. I feel like a massive weight has been lifted. Still very nervous though but know I can't live like this this anymore.

Think am going to need you guys :ghug

lostbutterfly

Well done pix. I know you weren't keen on AA, but I hope they help you!

Ananda

I hope your AA group is like mine pixy....they will really help and be handy....I walk around the room gathering hugs at teh begining of each meeting...cause that is the one thing I can't get at SR

Ask all the questions you want of us cause we are all old hat at it now...can tell you what to never mind and stuff like that

You are a strong woman pixie!!!!

timzup

That's the way Pix. That call was a massive leap. I know it's a bit nerveracking but I promise it aint so bad.

I'll tell you what, If you are still nervous about AA after the meeting I'll change my avatar to a picture of my arse. How's that?

Ananda

please timmy...now she'll feel she can't be honest...just to save us from that horrifying immage!!!!