Class of November Part 2
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gosh...we are so in love with each other today....I feel great now!!!!!!!!
now lets all remind each other about these birthdays cause I have a mind like a seive and would just hate to miss one.
wow..started this than my sisinlaw called...hour on the phone....
Oh pix! I will be sure to let you all know when i hit those days...right now I'm pretty stable on the not drinking, but I have had more days this week with the creeping thought of wouldn't it feel good to have that feeling of release for just a few moments....fortunately, when it crosses my mind it goes away in seconds right now...
love you all :ghug
now lets all remind each other about these birthdays cause I have a mind like a seive and would just hate to miss one.
wow..started this than my sisinlaw called...hour on the phone....
Oh pix! I will be sure to let you all know when i hit those days...right now I'm pretty stable on the not drinking, but I have had more days this week with the creeping thought of wouldn't it feel good to have that feeling of release for just a few moments....fortunately, when it crosses my mind it goes away in seconds right now...
love you all :ghug
I really am a sicko! I was just thinking today, my older kids are off to see their dad over Christmas. And it popped into my head that I could get twatted on Christmas day.
Even tho my little girl is with me Christmas day and it would probably ruin her christmas. I do despair of myself sometimes, I really do.
When are they going to perfect this brain transplant I've been hearing about. Just as long as I don't get anyone's brain who posts on the trivial question thread ... !
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OK guinifly...best to come up with a tenative christmas plan.....that goes for all of us...not to be frightened, just prepared....not over prepaired...just a "backup plan" I love backup plans....they told me at treatment i do best when i have a backup plan...
I haven't thought about it yet..but i do know that i can go for a walk, out for a fag, or even hit a meeting if I feel out of sorts....wouldn't go over well with the family if i leave the premisise, but they would survive.
I won't have acess to SR as my mom is anti computer and has no internet...wish you guys weren't mostly over the ocean
I haven't thought about it yet..but i do know that i can go for a walk, out for a fag, or even hit a meeting if I feel out of sorts....wouldn't go over well with the family if i leave the premisise, but they would survive.
I won't have acess to SR as my mom is anti computer and has no internet...wish you guys weren't mostly over the ocean
Well said. I agree, seems my mind is getting a little tired of firing the thoughts into my head. They still come with the same frequency sometimes but disappearing quicker as time goes on.
Don't know if those thoughts ever go away.
I don't get them as often but there still there, coming home from work the wee voice often tells me I could just buy a wee half bottle of vodka to see me through the evening.
It goes away again pretty quickly if I ignore it though.
I don't get them as often but there still there, coming home from work the wee voice often tells me I could just buy a wee half bottle of vodka to see me through the evening.
It goes away again pretty quickly if I ignore it though.
Those little voices talking through situations where you could drink?
They calmed a little for me, but when they come... fookin stand back
Plus I'm still decorating and seem to have been for 14 days straight... when the house is finished I reckon I'll drink my own body weight of booze!!!
They calmed a little for me, but when they come... fookin stand back
Plus I'm still decorating and seem to have been for 14 days straight... when the house is finished I reckon I'll drink my own body weight of booze!!!
Actually can I take that back, what if I'm right and Wibble is a big lad and used to drink cos of it, and worse he relapses and its all my fault ......................
or even worse, he is a big lad and he finds out where I live ..................................
or even worse, he is a big lad and he finds out where I live ..................................
I cant decorate at the moment even though the house really needs it. Last time i did it i was at my absolute worst and the smell of paint really triggers cravings, (thats my excuse and im sticking to it). Ive managed to still do the things i enjoy that trigger cravings like play on the play station and listening to loud music but the decorating remains strangly resistant. I wonder why!
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