Its over
Nature Girl
Join Date: Mar 2002
Location: By The Lake
Posts: 60,328
My heart breaks each time we lose a loved one and words can never express how very very sorry I am for your loss, Barb.
My prayers go out for you and your family today and through the coming days ahead, that you may feel the love that comes from all of us to all who loved your husband.
May he rest at peace in the arms of God.
My prayers go out for you and your family today and through the coming days ahead, that you may feel the love that comes from all of us to all who loved your husband.
May he rest at peace in the arms of God.
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Join Date: Dec 2011
Location: poughkeepsie ny
Posts: 11
I had a bed for Mid September after picking up (June)>2yrs clean, not working on myself, just "clean". I did not go, so the inevitable: The Progression of this "Disease". My Wife's father died, my mother had cancer, I used in a hotel while I visted her before she came home to die.. her last words were "don't let him see you, my bad boy, don't let him see you." I am blessed to be alive, and so saddened by by your loss. I come to tears for what I hear in the rooms. We tell ourselves we would kill someone else, if they did to our loved one what we have done to ourselves. Crack is the worst. I only comfort in one's death that he helped others to come in from the dark and cold, more than one. I have known people to die as well. Sadly, Death, threats of losing family, jobs, whatever, may not break the bind, release the grip, but I assure you, for me, it all added up to this point. I want to live, to be a Daddy, a Hushand, a Human Being. You are in my Prayers, I went to Detox and have a bed in a VA Hospital for Junuary. I am fighting for it. I will pray for you, and remember him, his spirit, his true self, will remind me to fight, and inspire me. I do not want to die.
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