What a Weekend!!!! I'm at my wits end!!!
Let Go Let God
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: jersey shore
Posts: 437
QT Im so happy for you that you have made a decision and you feel so good about it ... Im telling you , just making the decision takes a load off and gives you so much strength to handle all the little details ! I think you are doing great ! keep pushing forward .. still praying !
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Recovering Nicely
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 935
Thank you all for your prayers and encouragement. It's really helping me thru this. I got flowers again today from AH with a card that says "the best is yet to come". Knowing that if I don't call to tell him they arrived, he would start calling my job, I called and politely told him thank you. He said "fine" (kind of snotty). I said "you're being snotty to me?", he said "Bad day", I said "with work", he said "no, with my life, I should just end it all now". I said "well try to have a better day" and hung up. I am not in the mood for this pity suicide crap. What's he trying to play now, other than him looking like an idiot and trying to manipulate me. Or maybe, just maybe, he is so depressed he is contemplating suicide at the mere thought of possibly never having another drink again. Oh my, his world is coming to an end! He should get read! Thanks for listening.
Fool To Do Your Dirty Work
Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: Greenflower Street
Posts: 362
QT - prayers to you....may I suggest reading Under the Influence?? I have read it more than once and see it as suggested reading on here all of the time. It describes in depth the three stages of alcoholism. my XAF is in the latter part of the middle stage...and also began acting strangely - mean - very out of character - he was very disturbed when he was sober as the things he said were "so far left" of how he actually felt. best wishes to you, QT.
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