I'm living Benzo free Part 4
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.. Darn I found the above GIF ,, but can't use it .. too big .. or something ..
ok let me what I was talking about ..
Down by the Atlantic .. me .. white T- on head to catch sweat .. drift wood out the sand .. I think I have that or it is an old ship wreck ..
ok let me what I was talking about ..
Down by the Atlantic .. me .. white T- on head to catch sweat .. drift wood out the sand .. I think I have that or it is an old ship wreck ..
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.. y'all just bare with me as I scroll pictures looking for whatever it was I started hunting for .. because ya know I am just gonna post weird stuff as I go ..
.. now this is my failed root canal .. yea had 2 .. on the same tooth ..
here you look at the x-ray
.. now this is my failed root canal .. yea had 2 .. on the same tooth ..
here you look at the x-ray
That was great Blacky. Cat, guitar and a Marshall. What a lineup.
I seem to have shifted a gear over these last two days. Hope it holds as have felt energy that I forgot existed. It's really good.
Hope everyone is kicking on and am holding my breath over Trump. Hold something over him.....a cricket bat.
I seem to have shifted a gear over these last two days. Hope it holds as have felt energy that I forgot existed. It's really good.
Hope everyone is kicking on and am holding my breath over Trump. Hold something over him.....a cricket bat.
I just tried to find a an X-Ray of my eyeball but it eludes me. Really fascinating little blood vessels and stuff.
Hey Blacky if I send YouTube stuff my slack way do people just have to click on that link or do they have to re-enter the long way?
Hey Blacky if I send YouTube stuff my slack way do people just have to click on that link or do they have to re-enter the long way?
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,, Now I am gonna tell y'all .. I went to my first AA meeting in like years ..
.. It was in a psych hospital .. had to wear a visitor badge and we were locked in .. I found when I asked to use the rest room .. another guy said here I will show ya ..
.. He had to call a number on the wall phone to have unlock the door so I could get a key and then go down the hall ..
.. of course this is nothing new to me .. except I drove up there I am not committed to the place .. it was a small group .. that I actually liked .. I opened right up after the guy asked about newcomers or those in their first 30 days etc.
.. I said .. my fist AA meeting I was 15 .. now I am 51 .. and then laid ot my legal **** and said that I have been clean for years at times and then fell off ..
.. I said what I have discerned is .. I need to be held account and I need support .. because I have failed doing this alone .. I have been reluctant to get close or invite anyone to get into my life .. this has been my downfall ..
.. so .. the meeting went well ..
.. I cheated though .. but it let me set foot in the door ..
.. half or so a norco .. yeah I know it ain't cool ..
.. but I broke the ice and went .. now I know the people that
run the meeting and need not have any apprehension of going again tomorrow
night completely sober .. maybe .. cause I got legal chemicals ..
but the alcohol though is my grim reaper .. A#1
So what I am saying is .. fake it .. till ya make it .. I broke the ice like I said
.. I am not afraid anymore .. I got to set myself free of the alcohol and anything else that I don't medically need ..
That is the deal ..
.. is what it is ..
.. It was in a psych hospital .. had to wear a visitor badge and we were locked in .. I found when I asked to use the rest room .. another guy said here I will show ya ..
.. He had to call a number on the wall phone to have unlock the door so I could get a key and then go down the hall ..
.. of course this is nothing new to me .. except I drove up there I am not committed to the place .. it was a small group .. that I actually liked .. I opened right up after the guy asked about newcomers or those in their first 30 days etc.
.. I said .. my fist AA meeting I was 15 .. now I am 51 .. and then laid ot my legal **** and said that I have been clean for years at times and then fell off ..
.. I said what I have discerned is .. I need to be held account and I need support .. because I have failed doing this alone .. I have been reluctant to get close or invite anyone to get into my life .. this has been my downfall ..
.. so .. the meeting went well ..
.. I cheated though .. but it let me set foot in the door ..
.. half or so a norco .. yeah I know it ain't cool ..
.. but I broke the ice and went .. now I know the people that
run the meeting and need not have any apprehension of going again tomorrow
night completely sober .. maybe .. cause I got legal chemicals ..
but the alcohol though is my grim reaper .. A#1
So what I am saying is .. fake it .. till ya make it .. I broke the ice like I said
.. I am not afraid anymore .. I got to set myself free of the alcohol and anything else that I don't medically need ..
That is the deal ..
.. is what it is ..
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nah .. they just have to click the link .. so post away .. you non-computer savvy Good Witch of the South .. ha ha
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