Some questions about AA from those who have been...
I got drunk we stay sober
I would not be alive without AA, and I spent 40 years working in manufacturing and nuclear energy as a graduate chemical/metallurgical/nuclear engineer.
If I say anymore, my sponsor will tell me to stop boasting.
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I just rejected sponsors until I found someone I am comfortable with. In the end, my sponsor only tells me what they did and listens and responds to what I say. I believe in religion and GOD, but it is personal and I keep it private and too myself. My sponsor and AA do not run my life. Bill Wilson is not my messiah.
In the beginning I ran into a couple bad sponsors. One always had "service opportunities" or what I'd really call "exploitation opportunities." He'd ask me to mow his lawn when he was on vacation because it was good for my sobriety. Never did it. Another confronted me for making decisions about jobs, family, and life without their approval. So, yes, all the really bad things you hear about are real. But, NO ONE can make you do anything in AA.
Hang in there, be assertive when people you are not comfortable come at you or tell you things you are not comfortable with, and you will find other reasonable people if you try.
In the beginning I ran into a couple bad sponsors. One always had "service opportunities" or what I'd really call "exploitation opportunities." He'd ask me to mow his lawn when he was on vacation because it was good for my sobriety. Never did it. Another confronted me for making decisions about jobs, family, and life without their approval. So, yes, all the really bad things you hear about are real. But, NO ONE can make you do anything in AA.
Hang in there, be assertive when people you are not comfortable come at you or tell you things you are not comfortable with, and you will find other reasonable people if you try.
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Join Date: May 2014
Location: liverpool, england
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I was diagnosed stage 3 metastatic melanoma in 2006( 13 months onto recovery). it went stage 4 in 2008. I went through a craplaod for 3 1/3 years fightin it.
I was in 2 weeks ago for a Ct scan and MRI. speaking with my oncologist afterwards,reviewing the results, he said to me,"you are one of my 1% ers.'"that being, scientific evidence shows 1% of his patients survive as long as I have after being diagnosed where I was and have gone through what I have.
i have a choice. i can dwell on the **% that don't survive or continue being 1%.
i will choose to be 1%.
and plan on seeing him in another 8 years.
I was in 2 weeks ago for a Ct scan and MRI. speaking with my oncologist afterwards,reviewing the results, he said to me,"you are one of my 1% ers.'"that being, scientific evidence shows 1% of his patients survive as long as I have after being diagnosed where I was and have gone through what I have.
i have a choice. i can dwell on the **% that don't survive or continue being 1%.
i will choose to be 1%.
and plan on seeing him in another 8 years.
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Join Date: May 2014
Location: liverpool, england
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I just rejected sponsors until I found someone I am comfortable with. In the end, my sponsor only tells me what they did and listens and responds to what I say. I believe in religion and GOD, but it is personal and I keep it private and too myself. My sponsor and AA do not run my life. Bill Wilson is not my messiah.
In the beginning I ran into a couple bad sponsors. One always had "service opportunities" or what I'd really call "exploitation opportunities." He'd ask me to mow his lawn when he was on vacation because it was good for my sobriety. Never did it. Another confronted me for making decisions about jobs, family, and life without their approval. So, yes, all the really bad things you hear about are real. But, NO ONE can make you do anything in AA.
Hang in there, be assertive when people you are not comfortable come at you or tell you things you are not comfortable with, and you will find other reasonable people if you try.
In the beginning I ran into a couple bad sponsors. One always had "service opportunities" or what I'd really call "exploitation opportunities." He'd ask me to mow his lawn when he was on vacation because it was good for my sobriety. Never did it. Another confronted me for making decisions about jobs, family, and life without their approval. So, yes, all the really bad things you hear about are real. But, NO ONE can make you do anything in AA.
Hang in there, be assertive when people you are not comfortable come at you or tell you things you are not comfortable with, and you will find other reasonable people if you try.
thats what sponsorship is all about not owning them but letting them be themselves and they will grow no need to dictate else you end up with little packs of aa memebers grouping up together and there sponsor is there god who will control them,
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Hi. If my undisciplined thinking pattern thought that way I’d be drinking today because, especially when new, I knew more than the seasoned veterans staying sober. I recall “our way or the highway.” Short and blunt and With too many going that route.
We learn fast that getting sober and staying sober is work and it’s something we need to accept, the roadside is awash with those looking for the softest easiest way.
BE WELL
of course I have feelings about them. met quite a few who have since passed away from cancer and im very blessed God put them in my life.
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I like the idea of having a group of people with common experiences I can talk to about alcohol and recovery, and in my area AA is the only thing that seems to provide that easily.
However, I'm a very scientific minded person, and I disagree with many aspects of how "12 step programs" are structured, and the only thing that will change my mind about these programs is cold, hard evidence. However, I know that many people (not just at AA) think that anecdotes - or the fact that AA has helped *some* people - represent evidence, which isn't acceptable to me, or to science.
What's the environment like at these meetings? Are members receptive to non-traditional (for AA) viewpoints, or do they just pound the Big Book like a bible and insist that whoever disagrees with the 12 steps is "in denial"?
However, I'm a very scientific minded person, and I disagree with many aspects of how "12 step programs" are structured, and the only thing that will change my mind about these programs is cold, hard evidence. However, I know that many people (not just at AA) think that anecdotes - or the fact that AA has helped *some* people - represent evidence, which isn't acceptable to me, or to science.
What's the environment like at these meetings? Are members receptive to non-traditional (for AA) viewpoints, or do they just pound the Big Book like a bible and insist that whoever disagrees with the 12 steps is "in denial"?
I'm going for the first time on Sunday.
Like the original poster I am still skeptical about any religious aspect involved seeing as i'm an atheist and always have been.
I don't want to go there and end up arguing about religion, because that is what tends to happen when I engage with very religious people.
I think i'll keep quiet the first time and try to figure out the other people around me, fingers crossed!
Like the original poster I am still skeptical about any religious aspect involved seeing as i'm an atheist and always have been.
I don't want to go there and end up arguing about religion, because that is what tends to happen when I engage with very religious people.
I think i'll keep quiet the first time and try to figure out the other people around me, fingers crossed!
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I'm going for the first time on Sunday.
Like the original poster I am still skeptical about any religious aspect involved seeing as i'm an atheist and always have been.
I don't want to go there and end up arguing about religion, because that is what tends to happen when I engage with very religious people.
I think i'll keep quiet the first time and try to figure out the other people around me, fingers crossed!
Like the original poster I am still skeptical about any religious aspect involved seeing as i'm an atheist and always have been.
I don't want to go there and end up arguing about religion, because that is what tends to happen when I engage with very religious people.
I think i'll keep quiet the first time and try to figure out the other people around me, fingers crossed!
there are plenty of non god people around in aa just avoid the ones who you feel uncomfortable with
if someone comes up to you who says to you i will be your sponsor at your first meeting avoid them like the plague and find someone you feel comfortable with and who seems at peace with themselves,
try many different types of aa meetings dont judge it by the first meeting
aa meetings are not about god there a place were drunks meet up to try to help each other and the still suffering drunk
you will get lots of practical advice like got
like dont pick up that first drink when your head is going and your feeling like running off down to get some booze ring someone up clean your shoes go for a walk do whatever it takes to get busy and take you mind off it
get some phone number from the other members who should offer it up to you at the meeting and use them
dont sit and try it on your own call someone up as you might be helping them just as much as helping yourself
this is what aa is about and the love and help you as a new comer will find in the meetings and of course the best advice i ever got was
keep coming back, even if you drink again keep coming back
we have people turn up in meetings drunk as skunks tramps pop by for a free biscuit and to try to get some money from time to time
aa is open for all not just the few rich or well off
i love the place with all my heart and its simple way of life something i have never been able to do before in my life is keep anything simple
good luck to you and i hope you give it a try
http://www.aa.org/assets/en_US/p-15_Q&AonSpon.pdf
My sponsor took me thru the steps. I've in turn taken some others thru the steps. Sponsorship is a rewarding experience for all when those involved work together for their greater good and success.
As big bk says, no pun intended, we've ceased fighting anyone & anything. If a mtg doesn't fit you, go elsewhere. I realized aa doesn't need me, I need it so my choices are either to accept it or change it! Good eg is mtgs where folks use profanity while sharing; doesn't bother me much but when Lord's name is taken in vain repeatedly, I'm ready to jet out the door. Learning love & tolerance but there's gotta be boundary for me @ least
Get grounded w/ sponsor & network that are like minded or share some issues not necessarily agree on evthg otherwise won't grow or be receptive to correction
Best wishes
Get grounded w/ sponsor & network that are like minded or share some issues not necessarily agree on evthg otherwise won't grow or be receptive to correction
Best wishes
After a good deal of deliberation, I removed a number of posts in this thread that went off on a tangent - one of my posts included.
I think it's best we stick to the topic here, or as close as possible.
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I think it's best we stick to the topic here, or as close as possible.
Thanks
Dee
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If you look at the program of AA as the steps, which is most certainly is, then you will see very big comparisons to CBT. Working through the steps is a very tangible solution to the mental obsession for alcohol as much as working through an extremely intensive CBT course for addiction.
AA is also a support group which i believe that most medical professionals would recognise is very important in recovery and learning new life skills with which to cope with life on a daily basis.
If one does not agree with the philosophy in the Bible like treating people as you would like to be treated, if in doubt be kind, feel compassion for another human being and other such ideals then it might now be for them.
AA is also a support group which i believe that most medical professionals would recognise is very important in recovery and learning new life skills with which to cope with life on a daily basis.
If one does not agree with the philosophy in the Bible like treating people as you would like to be treated, if in doubt be kind, feel compassion for another human being and other such ideals then it might now be for them.
Can you provide peer reviewed scientific evidence for the existence of love, or how support and sympathy works, or peer pressure? Can you explain the 100th monkey?
Some things work. We don't know how or why. And I'm a very scientific guy. But our brains are a system of input and experience, memory and emotion, instinct and intellect, not a laboratory.
No one in AA should try and convince you it's the only way, in my opinion. There is nothing cultish about it, it's just a way for people with a common problem to come together and work on all the various reasons we became alcoholic, and arrest it.
Some things work. We don't know how or why. And I'm a very scientific guy. But our brains are a system of input and experience, memory and emotion, instinct and intellect, not a laboratory.
No one in AA should try and convince you it's the only way, in my opinion. There is nothing cultish about it, it's just a way for people with a common problem to come together and work on all the various reasons we became alcoholic, and arrest it.
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