NONIA

I just got out of hospital , had hyponatremia . They wanted to keep me there 2 more days . I said no I want too go home so that is where I am now .

Dee74

Take care of yourself NONIA

NONIA

Fell last weekend , called ems , they took me to hospital .
I was bleeding badly .
In hospital they took x-rays , cat scans etc.
I have a huge hematoma , they then gave me morphine IV push and 2mg ativan .
Thats all .

Dee74

I'm glad you're being taken care of NONIA.
Hope you feel better soon.

D

NONIA

I just wish I was was never born .
I want to die .

Dee74

If you are really low Nonia please think about seeing your Dr or going to a hospital, or at least ringing a crisis line?
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ease-read.html

We are all here with you for support and understanding

D

NONIA

You may delete my post if you think it is bad for people .
Thanks .
And sorry .

Dee74

Its not bad to ask for help. Your post won;t upset anyone, NONIA,

We just want you to be ok - whats got you feeling this way?

NONIA

I called the hot line you gave me and they we understanding .
They said find a new doctor .
My youngest brother called me today and yelled at me for 30 mins .
I just want to feel better and hope I may be able to walk again .

Dee74

Looking for a new dr is a good suggestion

I'm sorry your brother yelled at you.

I hope you can get up walking soon - I know how frustrating it is not to be able to get out.

D

NONIA

Ya my mother always said people get sick because they are bad people !

Dee74

Nah I get sick a lot and I'm not bad

D

Sammy1980

You are just in a bad place at this time. I know I have been there and the last thing you will ever need is for someone to yell at you because it just kills you to your soul. I was so low that it was either quit drinking or kill myself and I decided to quit drinking. You can do it also. You are all that you have, without you there is nothing. Be kind to yourself.

Hevyn

I hope you find a doctor who understands you better & can help, Nonia. We all care.

NONIA

I am feeling a bit better today .
I got my meds .
It was hard walking to CVS I used my walker .
I am still upset .
I hope I feel better .

Dee74

I hope so too NONIA

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NONIA

I felted like killing my self today .
But I won't .

Dee74

I really think you need to see someone about that NONIA.
Did you find a new regular doctor or perhaps a therapist?

D

NONIA

Not yet .

saoutchik

If you can bring yourself to quit the booze and ciggies you will feel so much better NONIA and maybe you could break the cycle of health problems too. It is hard but eventually it does get easier. Take care.