Being Sober Sucks
Being Sober Sucks
Hi Everyone,
Just checking in. i am 3 weeks clean and sober and a little depressed.
I got to thinking today about Christmas, the party, friends coming over and spending time with my family.
I have never had a christmas without a drink and I am little scared to be honest. I havent had any cravings since leaving rehab, the tonnes of Glutathione and Vitamin C and Rosehip are thankfully keeping them at bay.
I know I will not drink, but I had to say being sober sure does suck big time when everyone else is making plan for christmas.
I know I can go out and drink soft drinks, but today it has just hit home that I am unlikely to relapse before christmas, so thats means a boring sober christmas.
I hate being an alcoholic and just want to be normal like other people.
Just checking in. i am 3 weeks clean and sober and a little depressed.
I got to thinking today about Christmas, the party, friends coming over and spending time with my family.
I have never had a christmas without a drink and I am little scared to be honest. I havent had any cravings since leaving rehab, the tonnes of Glutathione and Vitamin C and Rosehip are thankfully keeping them at bay.
I know I will not drink, but I had to say being sober sure does suck big time when everyone else is making plan for christmas.
I know I can go out and drink soft drinks, but today it has just hit home that I am unlikely to relapse before christmas, so thats means a boring sober christmas.
I hate being an alcoholic and just want to be normal like other people.
I just posted a thread on surviving Thanksgiving and Xmas autan.
Try not to think too far ahead - You'll be a month and a half further along into recovery by then
and it might not suck as much as you think - my best Xmases have been sober ones....
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Try not to think too far ahead - You'll be a month and a half further along into recovery by then
and it might not suck as much as you think - my best Xmases have been sober ones....
D
Sober holidays boring? Not on your life! The best holidays are the sober ones. The ones you remember the next day and have no regrets or hangovers. Three weeks is very early in recovery. Give yourself a few more months to get used to being sober. It's worth it!
I feel like I have done things the right way round this time, I know if I carry on the way I am, that I can rid myself from alcohol altogether. I will certainly read your thread as I am ready to accept help gratefully from where ever it is offered.
I certainly sympathize autan. I'm glad you brought this subject up.
I was very resentful as the holidays approached after I quit. I caved many times & it caused me to put off getting sober. (It was not worth it!) I'm glad to see you are thinking about this, even though it's causing you sadness. I hope others will have some tips or suggestions. If it's any help, the 6 sober holiday seasons I've had have been wonderful, and not boring. It was just the first one that was troublesome due to my attitude. I'm happy you're here with us.
I was very resentful as the holidays approached after I quit. I caved many times & it caused me to put off getting sober. (It was not worth it!) I'm glad to see you are thinking about this, even though it's causing you sadness. I hope others will have some tips or suggestions. If it's any help, the 6 sober holiday seasons I've had have been wonderful, and not boring. It was just the first one that was troublesome due to my attitude. I'm happy you're here with us.
Maybe it's time to start some new Christmas traditions in your family that don't involve alcohol. Have you thought about volunteering some time to help deliver food baskets for families who need help? Or how about volunteering to serve a Christmas meal to street people who have no one to spend Christmas with?
What he means it, I am the one with the problem, the one that needs help and is abusing alcohol to the extent that I cannot be in a position where I can be compromised by alcohol again.
I have come further than I ever thought and I might now have to remove some of the elements from this equation to continue to be sober.
I hope you posters are right in having the best Christmases.
Maybe it's time to start some new Christmas traditions in your family that don't involve alcohol. Have you thought about volunteering some time to help deliver food baskets for families who need help? Or how about volunteering to serve a Christmas meal to street people who have no one to spend Christmas with?
I quit right heifer Christmas and I had a great Christmas! I remembered everything the next day, I wasn't stressed and then drowning the stress in wine an getting more stressed because I was acting like an ass. It will be good. But you have plenty of time for focus on your recovery before that time.
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Hi autan, early days can be boring. After sobertime, it becomes your life and is not boring. I went to a party the other day and I was the only one not drinking. But since I've had a few sober years, I actually enjoyed it. I was really proud and content. I believe this will happen for you too. Great job!
A sober Christmas is going to be a new experience for me too and I'm actually looking forward to it.
after a super horrible Christmas of my making where I got extremely drunk, embarrassed myself, and alarmed my family, I had nowhere to go but up. wish I could say every Christmas since that one has been completely sober, they haven't but this one will and i'm looking forward to it! no more stress of attempting to moderate and make it look like i'm sober. I actually will be. that means concentrating on things like, oh I dunno, the Christmas spirit and family!
just think of the possibilities! it will be great. good luck to you.
just think of the possibilities! it will be great. good luck to you.
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Holidays are so much hype that can never deliver. Same thing with alcohol...cravings and fantasies about drinking...About how relaxed I'm going to feel, how my mood will improve, how I'll be having so much fun with everyone else who's drinking.
Don't fall for your own advertising.
Don't fall for your own advertising.
I am looking forward to a sober holiday season. For the first time, I will be able to eat good food that I always passed up because I didn't want to eat and wreck my buzz. For the first time, I will actually enjoy baking, decorating and shopping instead of dreading it because it was a drudgery taking precious time away from my drinking and all those things that once seemed like chores to me will now be enjoyable activities. For the first time, I will actually "feel" the good vibes of the holiday season and not be numb with alcohol and unable to truly enjoy the spirit of the season.
To me, sober life is way more exciting. The drinking life is what is actually boring.
To me, sober life is way more exciting. The drinking life is what is actually boring.
Yeah it does suck, but not as much as where drinking leads... For me anyway... Days of horrible withdrawals after an inevitable bender.... Probable loss of employment and or loss of interpersonal relationships at some point ... Way worse than staying sober I think... Just have to keep reminding ourselves of that and the holidays will be over before we know it
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