Certified Junkie Trying To Stay Clean
JUST DO IT!!
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Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Here Or There
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Sorry that I haven't been as active here as I would Like to be. Or anywhere else. Without Internet...but that worked out today since I did the right thing. Also I have been off that crap meth since the 8th of last month! I know...not get to excited or to think I am doing this on my own...cause I tell ya...I know who I am!
I am still smoking a little pot I must admit that. I am working on that issue also with my counselor. I have been working really hard on not going back and it is pretty hard at times. I had a few phone calls last night and I was NOT going to answer the Phone. I talked to my niece who's plan I am on and she is going to get the number changed here for me next week on her day off! That will be good.
I am now living in a two bedroom house also since that date. Maybe that commitment is helping me to stay focused also...
I have started a wall..filled with pictures, receipts, a letter from our friend Chy, and stuff that I am making my wall "IF YOU USE YOU LOOSE!" Wall and right in from of my computer in my new computer room. Knowing what will happen...nothing but destruction, it is IMO the DEVIL itself...meth that is....
So here I am with Internet now
a old, old computer that has window 2000 but I am very happy! I can get on whenever I want and do the right thing on it now. Not sure if any of you have ever seen my Youtube Channel but OMG I never want to get back to the state of mind I was in when I was living and making those videos.
Well enough out of me!
How are you all?
I am still smoking a little pot I must admit that. I am working on that issue also with my counselor. I have been working really hard on not going back and it is pretty hard at times. I had a few phone calls last night and I was NOT going to answer the Phone. I talked to my niece who's plan I am on and she is going to get the number changed here for me next week on her day off! That will be good.
I am now living in a two bedroom house also since that date. Maybe that commitment is helping me to stay focused also...
I have started a wall..filled with pictures, receipts, a letter from our friend Chy, and stuff that I am making my wall "IF YOU USE YOU LOOSE!" Wall and right in from of my computer in my new computer room. Knowing what will happen...nothing but destruction, it is IMO the DEVIL itself...meth that is....
So here I am with Internet now
a old, old computer that has window 2000 but I am very happy! I can get on whenever I want and do the right thing on it now. Not sure if any of you have ever seen my Youtube Channel but OMG I never want to get back to the state of mind I was in when I was living and making those videos. Well enough out of me!
How are you all?
JUST DO IT!!
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Join Date: Apr 2005
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Well.......
Tomorrow will be one month off of alcohol and my demon meth and coke 
Didn't truly believe that it was going to be possible. I am somewhat amazed myself sitting here this morning. I haven't put in my sober date yet cause I have been having a issue for a few months of only getting 2 weeks in and than screwing things up. Well we broke that for a few days now so I am going to give it a shot and put in my sober date!
7
You all know that
I have many of you to thank!
Miss Done
Robby
Anna
Oh hell if I start listing names than someone might feel rejected so I better stop that. Too all of you a pleasant day!
Didn't truly believe that it was going to be possible. I am somewhat amazed myself sitting here this morning. I haven't put in my sober date yet cause I have been having a issue for a few months of only getting 2 weeks in and than screwing things up. Well we broke that for a few days now so I am going to give it a shot and put in my sober date!
7You all know that
I have many of you to thank! Miss Done
Robby
Anna
Oh hell if I start listing names than someone might feel rejected so I better stop that. Too all of you a pleasant day!
JUST DO IT!!
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Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Here Or There
Posts: 7,612
The Library isn't bad but there are a lot of things that they block. I understand that though. I'm just happy to be able to keep focused right now. This is a pretty good reading
Junkies Thought For Today
October 7, 2009
Our Path is filled with many trials. It is up to us to decide which Path we will take.
Yes we have many trial in our lives each and every day. Some of them are rather painful. I know that for myself, I am going through a area in my life in which I have been feeling much not only physical pain, but emotional pain as well. I am the one that has to choose each and everyday which Path I am willing to take. Which way I want my life to go. Sure We can always say we are on the path in which we want to be on. But that isn't always true. Sometimes WE ARE Stuck and are not able to get unstuck by ourselves. Well than reach out and we will help you to get Unstuck so just maybe you can get too where you will be able to make a clear decision on which Path you want to take.
Junkies Thought For Today
October 7, 2009
Our Path is filled with many trials. It is up to us to decide which Path we will take.
Yes we have many trial in our lives each and every day. Some of them are rather painful. I know that for myself, I am going through a area in my life in which I have been feeling much not only physical pain, but emotional pain as well. I am the one that has to choose each and everyday which Path I am willing to take. Which way I want my life to go. Sure We can always say we are on the path in which we want to be on. But that isn't always true. Sometimes WE ARE Stuck and are not able to get unstuck by ourselves. Well than reach out and we will help you to get Unstuck so just maybe you can get too where you will be able to make a clear decision on which Path you want to take.
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Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Hollywood
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Originally Posted by Chance 
Tomorrow will be one month off of alcohol and my demon meth and coke
Didn't truly believe that it was going to be possible. I am somewhat amazed myself sitting here this morning. I haven't put in my sober date yet cause I have been having a issue for a few months of only getting 2 weeks in and than screwing things up. Well we broke that for a few days now so I am going to give it a shot and put in my sober date!7
You all know that I have many of you to thank!
Miss Done
Robby
Anna
Oh hell if I start listing names than someone might feel rejected so I better stop that. Too all of you a pleasant day!
Didn't truly believe that it was going to be possible. I am somewhat amazed myself sitting here this morning. I haven't put in my sober date yet cause I have been having a issue for a few months of only getting 2 weeks in and than screwing things up. Well we broke that for a few days now so I am going to give it a shot and put in my sober date!
7You all know that I have many of you to thank!
Miss Done
Robby
Anna
Oh hell if I start listing names than someone might feel rejected so I better stop that. Too all of you a pleasant day!
So proud of you my friend! Much love to you, as you know....
Keep it up, I'm walking right by your side!
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