Class of February 2023 part 2
Good morning all.
I will not drink today, not tempted at all. Work is insane, the stress is off the charts and I really am worried I will have a panic attack, but what can you do. Bills gotta be paid, have to work!
So, assuming I don't have a panic attack and end up in the ER I will trudge along, actually I will trudge along regardless. This is tough, but oh well, life is tough.
I will not drink today, not tempted at all. Work is insane, the stress is off the charts and I really am worried I will have a panic attack, but what can you do. Bills gotta be paid, have to work!
So, assuming I don't have a panic attack and end up in the ER I will trudge along, actually I will trudge along regardless. This is tough, but oh well, life is tough.
I can relate on the anxiety piece and just feeling like you’re going to pass out. My hands and feet will sometimes shake uncontrollably. Thankfully my drinking didn’t cause tremors, it’s just that anxiety takes ahold of my body sometimes.
I’m still hoping that it’ll dissipate eventually.
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Just woke up at 5am after going back to sleep. Hopefully I can stay up until 9pm and resist the urge to take my bedtime pills at 4pm and end the day already. Gotta get into a normal sleeping pattern.
Life is good. I have cigarettes. I'm going for a walk shortly. A website I rely on for support is down for the next couple of days which sucks but they're making improvements so that's cool. Looking forward to AA at 1pm if I'm not in court.
Life is good. I have cigarettes. I'm going for a walk shortly. A website I rely on for support is down for the next couple of days which sucks but they're making improvements so that's cool. Looking forward to AA at 1pm if I'm not in court.
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I'm tired but still checking in to continue this sober life. It's going good. No pink clouds but I'm managing. I'm excited to enjoy another weekend of peace, rest, and lemonade.
Happy friday!
I'm tired but still checking in to continue this sober life. It's going good. No pink clouds but I'm managing. I'm excited to enjoy another weekend of peace, rest, and lemonade.
Happy friday!
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It's warming up here, the other day it was -5F.
It's 30F right now. For me it's always freezing though, since my wife controls the thermostat. She had all the fans on in the house when it was -5 out.
It doesn't matter how cold it gets she's carrying on about how hot she is. Meanwhile, I'm wearing a hoodie in the house and my fingers are also frozen.
It's warming up here, the other day it was -5F.
It's 30F right now. For me it's always freezing though, since my wife controls the thermostat. She had all the fans on in the house when it was -5 out.
It doesn't matter how cold it gets she's carrying on about how hot she is. Meanwhile, I'm wearing a hoodie in the house and my fingers are also frozen.
Sorry for your loss, Ral.
Day 11 here. A little work. A meeting. Now gonna watch some womens softball. My team is Oklahoma and those girls are pretty dang good. Major pain this morning from the Pancreas. Unsettled at the moment. AA meeting was talking about gratitude. Even though this pancreas issue sucks and has been horribly painful and a pain in the a__, I can say I am grateful for it bc it forced my hand to do something I've wanted to do for a long time. Not only can I and will I heal physically, I can now heal mentally and spiritually. Really enjoying the fellowship of AA. That is a sentence I never thought I would utter.
Have a great day/night Peeps.
Day 11 here. A little work. A meeting. Now gonna watch some womens softball. My team is Oklahoma and those girls are pretty dang good. Major pain this morning from the Pancreas. Unsettled at the moment. AA meeting was talking about gratitude. Even though this pancreas issue sucks and has been horribly painful and a pain in the a__, I can say I am grateful for it bc it forced my hand to do something I've wanted to do for a long time. Not only can I and will I heal physically, I can now heal mentally and spiritually. Really enjoying the fellowship of AA. That is a sentence I never thought I would utter.
Have a great day/night Peeps.
I hope you keep getting better every day, dear Offthemast. I am sure pancreas issues are very painful and scary. s
So how was the meeting? Is it a good group?
I used to play softball—I am an Aussie, and it is huge there. I was a pitcher, a leftie.
So how was the meeting? Is it a good group?
I used to play softball—I am an Aussie, and it is huge there. I was a pitcher, a leftie.
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