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Old 04-06-2020, 01:58 AM
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25 days

AV came up with a sneaky plan.

I had transferred all my money to a savings account where I can't access it. I decided to borrow money from my mother for "cigarettes". Then I would but alcohol with it.

But I had a change of mind and bought the cigarettes to get rid of the money. Pretty close call.
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Old 04-06-2020, 02:35 AM
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do you remember why you wanted to quit in the first place FF?

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Old 04-06-2020, 02:42 AM
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do you remember why you wanted to quit in the first place FF?

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Yes. I need to remind myself of them when the AV comes.
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Old 04-06-2020, 02:50 AM
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Yeah., The AV is nothing but a parasite that wants to feed off you.
Don't let it FF,

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Old 04-06-2020, 03:03 AM
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Well done for beating it freedom, 25 days is great
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Old 04-06-2020, 08:48 AM
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How did the rest of your day go freedom?

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Old 04-06-2020, 08:50 AM
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So-so. Mildly regret not buying booze but the better part of me knows I made the right choice.
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Old 04-06-2020, 09:04 AM
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I understand both those competing emotions
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Old 04-06-2020, 11:40 AM
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I'm very annoyed with myself.

I want to go back to college this Sept but I'm not sure if I can afford it.

I think about all the money I wasted on booze and paying fines for alcohol related arrests. I could easily afford it if I had saved it.

Oh well.
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Old 04-06-2020, 12:05 PM
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But you will be able to go back.....maybe a semester later....now you can save money. s xx
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Old 04-06-2020, 12:16 PM
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I might be able to to back this year. I'm going to have to be extra frugal though. No room for **** ups over the next few months. I'm gonna have to really save.
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Old 04-06-2020, 12:21 PM
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Originally Posted by freedomfries View Post
I'm very annoyed with myself.

I want to go back to college this Sept but I'm not sure if I can afford it.

I think about all the money I wasted on booze and paying fines for alcohol related arrests. I could easily afford it if I had saved it.

Oh well.
Freedom, all of your past actions are “water under the bridge” now and there is nothing to change that. Certainly, drinking could only make your situation worse. You did good by not buying alcohol today, that is one more test that you passed.
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Old 04-06-2020, 12:42 PM
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Evening all. I agree with everyone else Freedom, being sober will give you time to go back and do the stuff you have missed or cocked up. But I also know that people telling me that doesn't make me feel any better, I'm seriously pissed at myself and this drug for messing everything up.

I just did an online quiz for our volunteers, good fun and only able to do it because I was sober. Several people asked what I had in my cup (tea!) because I was on good form...guess they assumed I was drunk.

Night all, til tomorrow
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Old 04-06-2020, 01:28 PM
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Goodnight Be

Freedom you did really well by not buying alcohol. You’ll be able to save for college and really get your life on the track you want it to be on. Not drinking and getting arrested, that only leads to pain.

I’m on day 37 today. Not any special number, but every single day counts
It’s 6.30am and the sun’s just up
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Hi Bil
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I'm glad you didn't drink FF - I hope today will be easier

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Old 04-06-2020, 02:40 PM
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Morning/night willow. That must be my bedtime - up late tonight (10.30pm!!!!)
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Old 04-06-2020, 03:13 PM
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Hi Willow, congrats on day 37, you are always about 18 hours ahead of me due to the time difference.
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Old 04-06-2020, 03:41 PM
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Nite dear Be. s xx ❤️
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Good morning all! Beautiful day here in Ireland. Though very cold.

Glad I didn't drink yesterday. Day 26 now. Just five days til I cross the one month threshold. Can't wait.

Going to go to a SMART online meeting at 11am.
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