24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 453
“Remember, today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.” - Dale Carnegie
5:30am in Alberta, another 24 for me please, and thanks...
Today is going to be a darn good day not to drink!
5:30am in Alberta, another 24 for me please, and thanks...
Today is going to be a darn good day not to drink!
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Join Date: Mar 2017
Posts: 723
Signing up for 24 hours more. I need rest. Ex is gone until Labor Day so I have some time to craft a plan with my lawyer. Ex really tried to offer my a deal under the table if I didn’t get legal involved. I feel like I’m being blackmailed.
I really hope you stick with your lawyer. xxxxx
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last
24 hours: 9 am EDT ~ 8.59 am EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
261179
abcowboy
ardy
Atlast9999
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
Bailey3
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bubovski
BuffyDog
Canadian Koala
ChloeRose63
Citrus
Coco6054
Coldfusion
CrossYourHeart
Daisybelle
Dee74
Delilah1
DJ1
dizzybee
dpac414
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
Gabe1980
gatorman
Gilmer ♥RIP♥
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
GreenDog
Guener
Hats
HeartsAfire
Hevyn
IcedVoVo
jimmyJlover
joandmelandhan
John65
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
kevlarsjal2
kgirl41
Kris47
KTB5000
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Mags1
Minion09
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
NoGoingBack
OliveDog
Optimist4ever57
Petecrab
PhoenixJ
Pinky1
Plenny
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
Red78
Rose335
Sapph21
Saskia
ShenzyT
soberista
SoberLeigh
Soberwolf
stargazer016
StartAnew68
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
tgirl
theVman31
Tictoc
Treesofgreen
TrueNewGirl
Tynesider22
Upstairs
venuscat
Vinificent
whopper
wiscsober
Willow68
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
zoeydog
Onward together! ♥
♥ thank you dear abcowboy. ♥
24 hours: 9 am EDT ~ 8.59 am EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
261179
abcowboy
ardy
Atlast9999
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
Bailey3
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bubovski
BuffyDog
Canadian Koala
ChloeRose63
Citrus
Coco6054
Coldfusion
CrossYourHeart
Daisybelle
Dee74
Delilah1
DJ1
dizzybee
dpac414
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
Gabe1980
gatorman
Gilmer ♥RIP♥
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
GreenDog
Guener
Hats
HeartsAfire
Hevyn
IcedVoVo
jimmyJlover
joandmelandhan
John65
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
kevlarsjal2
kgirl41
Kris47
KTB5000
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Mags1
Minion09
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
NoGoingBack
OliveDog
Optimist4ever57
Petecrab
PhoenixJ
Pinky1
Plenny
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
Red78
Rose335
Sapph21
Saskia
ShenzyT
soberista
SoberLeigh
Soberwolf
stargazer016
StartAnew68
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
tgirl
theVman31
Tictoc
Treesofgreen
TrueNewGirl
Tynesider22
Upstairs
venuscat
Vinificent
whopper
wiscsober
Willow68
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
zoeydog
Onward together! ♥
♥ thank you dear abcowboy. ♥
August 16, 2019
Purpleknight ~ 5 years & 9 months! ♥
Purpleknight ~ 5 years & 9 months! ♥
Hey folks, I’d like another 24 hours of freedom please.
Feeling very flat and sad tonight but I’m nowhere near picking up, very tired and emotional though.
I’m very aware of it, and that’s ok. I stopped taking my antidepressants nearly 2 weeks ago and I’m conscious of the effects that will have. I’m ok, just finding it uncomfortable to sit with sadness and pain, and introspective thoughts.
I’m ready for bed, I have chocolate and a book to read for a while and I’ve just worked a 14 hour day so I believe I can forgive myself for saying that I deserve a little ‘me’ time...
Handing everything over to my HP and asking that I be shown the way. I’m very aware that recovery isn’t all unicorns and rainbows and that’s ok too.
Wishing everyone peace and love tonight
James
(PS. This was yesterday’s post which I’ve just realised I didn’t click post on, therefore it didn’t make it’s way into the inter webs, and I missed a check in 😔
So I’ll take a double dose tonight if that’s ok, I’ve had a pretty good day today, done what was required of me and a little more, tried to focus on being present and not dwelling on things I cannot change.
Full of self doubt, particularly at work (I’m crap at my job, feeling like I’m not good enough, people think I’m stupid etc) and I can’t shake it off. Even though my boss approached me tonight as I was finishing up and asked if I could come in tomorrow for overtime.
Surely if I was useless he wouldn’t be offering me extra hours, and I start doing mobile service visits by myself next week so I’m trusted on many levels too, so why won’t it sink in?
In bed now resting my aching feet, and I’m very grateful to be where I am on my journey right now, I just don’t feel very worthy
Thanks for being here all you lovely people x
Feeling very flat and sad tonight but I’m nowhere near picking up, very tired and emotional though.
I’m very aware of it, and that’s ok. I stopped taking my antidepressants nearly 2 weeks ago and I’m conscious of the effects that will have. I’m ok, just finding it uncomfortable to sit with sadness and pain, and introspective thoughts.
I’m ready for bed, I have chocolate and a book to read for a while and I’ve just worked a 14 hour day so I believe I can forgive myself for saying that I deserve a little ‘me’ time...
Handing everything over to my HP and asking that I be shown the way. I’m very aware that recovery isn’t all unicorns and rainbows and that’s ok too.
Wishing everyone peace and love tonight
James
(PS. This was yesterday’s post which I’ve just realised I didn’t click post on, therefore it didn’t make it’s way into the inter webs, and I missed a check in 😔
So I’ll take a double dose tonight if that’s ok, I’ve had a pretty good day today, done what was required of me and a little more, tried to focus on being present and not dwelling on things I cannot change.
Full of self doubt, particularly at work (I’m crap at my job, feeling like I’m not good enough, people think I’m stupid etc) and I can’t shake it off. Even though my boss approached me tonight as I was finishing up and asked if I could come in tomorrow for overtime.
Surely if I was useless he wouldn’t be offering me extra hours, and I start doing mobile service visits by myself next week so I’m trusted on many levels too, so why won’t it sink in?
In bed now resting my aching feet, and I’m very grateful to be where I am on my journey right now, I just don’t feel very worthy
Thanks for being here all you lovely people x
Surely if I was useless he wouldn’t be offering me extra hours, and I start doing mobile service visits by myself next week so I’m trusted on many levels too, so why won’t it sink in?
It WILL sink in soon love....you are kind of amazing.
We love you. 💛
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