Snufkin's Thread Pt 2
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Snufkin's Thread Pt 2
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Goooooood morning.
It is here anyway. 5:30AM. I just sat down with coffee, glad to see you on part two and sounding positive.
I've only ever had one cat who would sit on my lap and he was completely fixated on it. The rest of the cats I've had could take it or leave it.
Have a great day at work. The landlord only cares about damage to his property, I wouldn't worry about tidying too much. I mean you'll have to clean again in two weeks when you move. Big changes! Exciting!
It is here anyway. 5:30AM. I just sat down with coffee, glad to see you on part two and sounding positive.
I've only ever had one cat who would sit on my lap and he was completely fixated on it. The rest of the cats I've had could take it or leave it.
Have a great day at work. The landlord only cares about damage to his property, I wouldn't worry about tidying too much. I mean you'll have to clean again in two weeks when you move. Big changes! Exciting!
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Just a quick check in and I’m off to sleep.
Uh this shift was a nightmare, but I’m home now and I’m sober so that’s what matters. So tired... I actually had to work instead of just eating pizza and logging on here every five minutes - can you imagine?!
Right... it’s sleep time. Tomorrow is my day off so I’m gonna stay close to you guys.
Hopefully no brain pukes tonight... Every time I detox I have the worst nightmares.
Goodnight everyone!
I love you soooo much!
Uh this shift was a nightmare, but I’m home now and I’m sober so that’s what matters. So tired... I actually had to work instead of just eating pizza and logging on here every five minutes - can you imagine?!
Right... it’s sleep time. Tomorrow is my day off so I’m gonna stay close to you guys.
Hopefully no brain pukes tonight... Every time I detox I have the worst nightmares.
Goodnight everyone!
I love you soooo much!
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Hoping you had a good sleep and zero brain puke
Dont forget to drink buckets of water and it usually helped me to day like a 30 day mutlivitamin and mineral course after a bad relapse... Just IMO - Not promoting anything !
Dont forget to drink buckets of water and it usually helped me to day like a 30 day mutlivitamin and mineral course after a bad relapse... Just IMO - Not promoting anything !
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Ahh I just lost a long post, so I’m gonna say a quick good morning, and try to post again after I have a coffee...
I didn’t sleep much, but I’m happy to report no brain puke! I can never sleep for a while every time I relapse, but hopefully I feel better soon... umm remind me why do I keep doing this to myself...
Hi Vinny & Koala! It’s sooo nice to see you here! I talk a lot of silly stuff, but I go through dark times and I’m just overwhelmed by the kindness and support shown to me by everyone here. ❤️
I didn’t sleep much, but I’m happy to report no brain puke! I can never sleep for a while every time I relapse, but hopefully I feel better soon... umm remind me why do I keep doing this to myself...
Hi Vinny & Koala!
It’s sooo nice to see you here! I talk a lot of silly stuff, but I go through dark times and I’m just overwhelmed by the kindness and support shown to me by everyone here. ❤️
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Turned out I actually had to work today, my manager called me shortly after I woke up and asked if I could come to work ‘just NOW’ 
... I didn’t mind, I would pick up any shift. The more distractions the better.
I’m a ball of anxiety now, I’m feeling very stressed and emotional for no reason. Ashamed to admit but I’m still toying with the idea of running to the shop and drinking till I shut down my feelings and worries. I won’t do that. I want to be strong.
Uh why is it so hard... there wasn’t a single time I didn’t regret getting drunk, it makes me sick, physically and mentally; and gives nothing in return... except a few minutes of numbness that quickly turn into self-hatred that turns into scars. Is it really worth it?
Sorry - just rambling.
... I didn’t mind, I would pick up any shift. The more distractions the better.I’m a ball of anxiety now, I’m feeling very stressed and emotional for no reason. Ashamed to admit but I’m still toying with the idea of running to the shop and drinking till I shut down my feelings and worries. I won’t do that. I want to be strong.
Uh why is it so hard... there wasn’t a single time I didn’t regret getting drunk, it makes me sick, physically and mentally; and gives nothing in return... except a few minutes of numbness that quickly turn into self-hatred that turns into scars. Is it really worth it?
Sorry - just rambling.
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