kevlarsjal2

7 hours?! That's intense! I only have one tattoo on my ankle which took about an hour. It's a raven's wing. I like it but I think that's about as much ink as I want on my body. I had too many painful surgeries in the passed two years to get any painful done voluntarily

Do you already know when you'll come to Berlin? I know it's a tough time with your brother and you'll probably want to spend as much time as possible with your family, but if you want some other company, I'm here

Snufkin

Sure Kev, that would be amazing!!! Yay! Hopefully end of September, but I will let you know... I'm a bit disorganised and all over the place... I have flight tickets to Poland that I bought months ago for the beginning of September, so I guess I can start there, stay for a week or two and get a train to Berlin... I don't know. We will see. Hopefully I work out what to do later.

Gosh planning is making me stressed.

I don't even know if I want to go to Poland after all. Or where I'm gonna live. Or what I'm gonna do. I don't know anything. Hurray!

trachemys

Don't even think of approaching me with a needle.

Snufkin

Are you sure Trach? I’m a pro, I’ll be gentle.

Nah, you’re safe here.

I’m going to sleep now. I’m kinda proud of myself for not drinking today. It feels like maybe I can do this after all if I use the right tools...

Goodnight SR! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Alysheba

Yay Snufkin! Glad to hear you sounding so well. Sleep well.
Love you, Aly ♥

trachemys

Proud of you, too.

Canadian Koala

Passin' through to see how you are doing, happy to read you're ok!

Have a good day Snuffie!
Ton ami CK

Snufkin

Good morning, beautiful souls! It’s day 5 for me and I’m ready for a sober weekend. I’m working all day today and tomorrow, but it’s OK. I’m actually looking forward to it.

I woke up with a terrible headache and so dehydrated - for a few minutes I seriously thought I drank yesterday and I just don’t remember. It was awful! But I’m feeling better now. Had a glass of water. All is good. Whew!

I made a decision that it’s time to move on, so I’m definitely moving to Glasgow after I’m back from visiting family. I’ve never lived on my own, I’ve been in a relationship for 9 years, so it’s gonna be difficult, different and challenging... but I’m excited for it... also scared out of my mind haha. I took a long hard look at myself and I realised something I’d never have admitted before. I’m a jealous and possessive person in a relationship, perhaps a little manipulative too, and I think staying single for a while will do me some good... Who knows - Mark and I might get back together one day...

I’m gonna miss Leon so much, it’s too painful to even think about this, but I still have another month to enjoy spending time with him, so I’m trying to focus on that...

Have a good day, everyone! I love you sooo much!

Snufkin

Thank you CK, my dear friend, I hope you have a wonderful day!

Snufkin

This song is in my head... I remember it from a really good film ‘Hallam Foe’. Has anyone seen it?

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=o6pi0gLTH8s

ChloeRose63

Just a quick 'hello', Snuf!♡

venuscat

Really proud of you for making that decision snuf.
I think you are going to love living by yourself for a while.... ♥♥

Purplrks3647

Thanks for sharing the song Snuf ~ I'd never heard it before...catchy tune!

I discovered that I was very jealous and possessive in relationships as well; much better off by myself, and looking forward to some sober time to figure things out...you're gonna do great! Give that handsome boy a hug for me

High five to day 5!

SoberLeigh

Wishing you a lovely day, Snuf!

Your decision is brilliant, just like you!

venuscat

How come no one says they are possessive once they're married?

biminiblue

I was possessive when I was married.

He gave me reason to doubt and be worried. I don't think jealousy and possessiveness develops in a vacuum. At least not for me.

However! I have lived alone most of my life, and I'm pretty sure I could not be happy living with anyone else unless it was a big house, with my own bedroom and my own bathroom. In the past I've had roommates and as long as I have my own space I do fine...and as long as they pay their share. Ugh. That's a problem that isn't solvable. My little home is wonderful.

Go, Snufs!

Purplrks3647

Come to think of it Bim, that's the same reason I was always worried and doubtful...we can be so quick to blame ourselves...stupid guys!!

Oh, sorry Snuf....sometimes I forget which thread I'm on!

Gilmer

There are many nice and peaceable things about living on your own.

I guess it has always come naturally to me because I grew up as an only child, and solitude was kind of built in.

Even now I relish time alone and unaccounted for.

My husband goes away sometimes on weekends. The loneliest times for me are right after dinner, from about 5-7 pm, especially in the winter when it’s prematurely dark.

I just divert myself. That’s a big surfing time for me. I also throw myself into movie watching.

I’m sorry you’ll have to be without Leon.

venuscat

Oh my gosh you were an only child who had 5 children? Holy moly!!!

Gilmer

Yes!

Let’s just say it was a real growth opportunity!